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hello there we are all right, okay hi good morning technical, difficulties in the morning really great, really really great best thing ever, right, frankly technically i got a new head, if you're not staring at it you should, be because it's cute, got little ears now i have a voice now, okay good, good good good good i didn't see a, little bar go up, like how's the ocean is the ocean okay, try and keep it low but you know just, forgetting youtube doesn't like that, kind of thing, it's it's just like i'm low i'm not, never mind, not even doing any sound now, i'm tired i forgot what i was going to, say almost immediately, i've been going to bed early recently, too so i don't know, exactly why i'm tired and, it kind of bugs me i mean i mean i've, been in bed i haven't necessarily been, asleep all that early, but i'm trying i'm trying before it was, just like oh it's two o'clock, sure i'll still be up yeah i have to, work in the morning but whatever, but now i'm actually trying and, getting into bed like at least by, midnight, mike came in a little while after he got, his uh, we call it, the vr thing yesterday, these are brand new so you're gonna, stamp like crap, okay that's why we have this that's why, we have these tests, um so he got his vr set yesterday he's, been playing the, the games he wanted to play like some, called blade and sorcery i think so he's, in there swinging around his sword and, everything, and he took one of our bath mats and, he's like you need to establish like an, area so you don't walk out of it, i'm like okay so you know use the, bathmat because it's small, he's like yeah okay and then, spartacus of course who can't be more, than a foot away from him, lays on the bathmat so he's over there, you know walking and swinging around hi, matt, walking and swinging around and all of, that stuff and then like he, he ends up like stepping on the dog and, i'm just like this this, is not okay okay i'm not gonna deal with, you breaking a limb, because your dog can't be two feet away, from you, an imaginary being cheered x 100, matt thank you for the bitties i, appreciate you, pretty sure you're the leader by now for, the week, i'm gonna do a bonus stream either, tomorrow or sunday, and it depends i wanna play i wanna play, red dead so yeah you're the leader, but yeah like the dog is like two feet, on it, the dog is like two feet away from him, and uh, that's that's not close enough he needs, to be like directly on mike's feet it's, really ridiculous and every time i come, in there, because of course mike can't see him, right he's got this thing on his head so, my can't see him and every time i come, in there the dog has moved back, directly under his feet and i'm just, like can we not do this, and so the dog moves because i saw and, then the second i'm not looking anymore, he'll go back, and just why why is this what we're, doing and yes i stamped it weird because, apparently i'm not paying enough, attention it's fine, i mean it's not i'll fix it, so like i just i don't know you guys, i don't know he's gonna he's gonna break, something and it's gonna be the dog's, fault, but right now he's in their sleep, he he said it was a, workout too i forget what he was playing, the first time was like some sort of, shooting game, but he said he had a hard time seeing, the rules, because the problem is so he he pretty, much needs bifocals now he's over 40 and, his eyes, were never really good to begin with and, they're changing, and so he he's pretty sure he just needs, bifocals at this point like it's really, weird to see a person that i know, cannot see very well take off his, glasses to read something, and um, but he just he can't see the stuff, that's up close anymore, so we have to go get him bifocals but, we you know he'd have to leave the house, and go to an office setting and all that, kind of stuff and that leaves a whole, you know danger issue going on and we, don't even have an eye doctor anymore, yeah so what he did is he got uh he got, his contacts because he used to wear, contacts, and then the eye doctor was like look if, you keep wearing them you're not going, to be able to anything with your eyes, like glasses anything you've got to stop, um but he stopped wearing them day to, day and everything and he got used to, driving with his glasses and everything, he's not a fan of it but he got used to, it, there's somebody dancing outside my door, i think mike woke up now but um, so he got he got used to glasses, but he still has some of his, his contacts and so he was wearing those, but of course you can't just take off, your contacts, right you gotta go through the whole, rigamarol of taking them off so he, he can't read when he has the vr on now, because he can't just, he can't just take them off to uh to be, able to read and they're the same, prescription or near the same, prescription, as his uh as his glasses, so they don't work for reading up close, so he's like i can't i can't read what, the instructions on the screen are, because, you know his his contacts are formulated, for further away, he's like i don't know if there's, bifocal contacts or what but he needs, actual bifocal glasses, and he's like the only thing i could, think is to get like reading glasses or, something but that would you know, completely defeat the purpose, of uh not having to wear glasses with, the vr headset, and i don't i don't have contacts so if, i play it i haven't i haven't played it, like he just got it yesterday but, um i would have to, i would have to just wear my glasses, but i don't know i know it's me she's, really loving her, the beat saber game but i i don't know, that i would know any of the songs, right like i haven't listened to popular, music in, 20 years somewhere around there, i mean when i was in high school i was, listening to david bowie, i had a smith a smith cd and, uh pretty much david bowie's entire ubra, and um i, i can't remember what else i was, listening to, erasure probably uh pet shop boys, that's about all i got you can't fit it, over your glasses oh no, do you have contacts, because yeah he was pretty much just, like oh i'll just wear my contacts and, didn't really consider it aside from you, know the fact that i have to wear them, but yeah he got a he got an oculus rift, i believe, i don't actually know i wasn't really i, wasn't really into the vr idea i mean, i'm not against, it if he wants a new toy the more power, to him because the amount of money i, spend on art stuff, right legitimizes some of it but um, but i didn't really find too much that i, was desperate to play he says he's gonna, play, the skyrim vr i don't remember where we, got that i think we got it for just, having owned it for so long or something, because i'm pretty sure i have it too, this is like oh you have a vr game and, i'm like why did i buy a vr game, no contacts but you can can fit the, goggles over your glasses oh okay, sorry i read that backwards i read that, you couldn't and i was just like oh no, you can't use it, that would be crappy because i mean, they're not cheap they they, recently went back down to their, original price they were, they were overpriced because of you know, the whole coveted shortage of everything, anything you can do in your house the, price went up, right but they recently came back down, to their original incredible price, because yeah they were never cheap and i, mean they shouldn't be right they, shouldn't be it's it's an expense and, it's, it's fancy and it's a lot of really, fancy technology right so it shouldn't, be cheap, but it's definitely not uh, not what anybody would call affordable, but you know since when does mike buy, himself a toy, a very rare occurrence so, you see how long doing one of these, little things takes, i've been doing a stamp thing every, morning or every day technically since, uh, since july first for the 30 day color, cut color something in the third what, was it called the daily marker 30 day, challenge there we are it's in my brain, where i worry every time i turn on these, lights because, you know it just i think it destroys my, brain, and that's why i get headaches, anyway i'll clean them up when i take, the picture but that's the idea you just, like you know take a stand i got this, little stamp platform, it's by we are memory keepers and they, usually make really good uh really good, tools they've been known in the industry, for their tools, and um they were they not recently it's, been a couple years now they got bought, by american crafts and american crafts, is not known for, anything good frankly um but they're, known for having money and buying other, companies, so i hope that their quality control, didn't go down but um i have the big, stamp platform and i love it trust me i, absolutely love, the tim holtz stamping platform but it, is big and if i'm only printed you know, if i'm only stamping one of these little, things a day, um and instead of batch stamping which i, had done before i really don't need much, there's no magnets on this or anything, you could technically put a magnet thing, on the bottom of this, and uh make it magnetic but you know you, just gotta butt the corner, of your uh of your paper under this the, platform in this corner here it's pretty, simple, and i wanted to use up a lot of these, little bits because copic paper is not, cheap and we don't waste copic paper so, if you have little bits and stuff that, you've cut off of other things, and you can fit a tiny little stamp on, there like this stamp will fit, pretty much anywhere this stamp will fit, pretty much anywhere these little guys, here, you know they're scene builders so the, idea is that you put a bunch of them on, there, but if you're just printing or stamping, one thing at a time, then you know there's a lot of little, things on here that will fit, in multiple places and we'll fill up a, lot of this, so that's usually what i do and i but i, can't stamp without a stamp block i just, don't have the pressure in my hands, and of course clear stamps don't don't, always print, very well the first time you stamp them, so having, one or two or three chances that that is, always a good idea, yeah that took only a couple of minutes, ten, minutes um, what was i going to say oh so this book, was requested by, isabel she's requested a few things, before and it's always very helpful to, know, an idea of what uh you know at least, someone in the audience wants to see not, everyone obviously, but someone in the audience wants to see, if you haven't joined our discord and, you're watching this over on youtube, especially please look at the links down, in the description below, there's links to all my social medias, including our discord and what i did in, our discord is i put in, a stream schedule so that's helpful, there's a channel for that but there's, also a channel for my coloring book, collection i can't comment or anything, but it has a list of my spreadsheet, of all of the coloring books that i own, every single one is in there, and as i get new ones i'll try and, update the pictures because i did it in, chunks, right so as i get new ones i'll try and, update the pictures, but like you know if i get one do one, maybe i won't bother but you know, the idea is you can get ideas of what, you, would like to see on the next show you, can be like hey you have this book you, haven't colored it or, you have colored it and you colored it a, lot maybe you like it whatever, um and you can request things to be on, the show and you can also, just get ideas of what you might want to, purchase for yourself i have categories, of what they are, you know some of them are a little loose, because you know something sometimes, things just don't fit, into a category i have like fantasy, fairies mermaids, um halloween christmas, i forget i forget what all the, categories are but i i have them in, categories you can see the categories, um you can see how long i've bought i've, had things things in purple are gifts so, i always prioritize gifts for streams, just because it's it's polite and, usually if you if you want to if you, want to purchase something usually it's, because you want to see it on the show, right so, i try and make sure that whatever has, been gifted is on the show at some point, so there's that available on our discord, you don't have to ask for it you always, have permission for it you can just look, at it whenever you want, and the same with the schedule you know, what i'll be doing on blank day well, i have it sort of planned out i'll try, and keep it updated, but of course things are subject to, change if i you know don't want to do, something or i can't do something for, some reason, and also if you're watching this on, youtube i'll say it at the beginning, because usually people click out by now, um please give us a like thumbs up if, you liked it and thumbs down if you, didn't that kind of thing, all those fancy youtube things that, really are kind of important, do you guys remember when we didn't have, to beg for likes and, and subscribers and stuff because the, algorithm would just actually show you, things, that you were interested in do you, remember that pepperidge farmer members, and i miss it okay i miss it a lot, because, man those metrics are just kicking the, pants hi samoshi how are you you got, right to the beginning well you missed, you missed this part, i colored this guy because he's you but, you'll see him later on my instagram, so there's that so yeah this book was, requested by isabel, uh she's been here a few times so i, don't know if she's here today, you remember yeah hi wheels, and uh oh the other thing i wanted to, say was i uh i got the vagabond machine, again there's a picture on my on my, instagram and my what do you call it, twitter i couldn't remember the word, twitter hi reno, you get your new wheelchair today that's, awesome, so there's a picture but i got an i got, a vagabond because, of you guys being amazing and all of, your donations and and subs and stuff, like that and your bits and, what have you and so i was able to get, the electronic die cutting machine i'm, not gonna bring it over because it's, heavy as hell but, um well the box was update i could have, brought that over, anyway there's a picture of it but look, at all these teeny tiny delicate, delicate die cuts look at that and that, is the alcohol, ink paper that we have made here, together so the idea is that in an, upcoming stream i forget what i wrote it, was, next next week maybe the week after i, forget i wrote it in the schedule on, discord so if you're not part of our, discord then join our discord, and then you'll know because that way i, don't have to remember either right, but anyway so i thought that this, alcoholic paper was ridiculous and not, only that but i thought it was ruined, i just had to open the phone to type, because you're watching he's been, watching adsense first went live and, it's giving you more oh wow, that's awesome thank you jess well i, mean just in general but, thank you for saying hi too naomi thank, you for your sub, 10 whole heck and months we've known, each other probably longer but you know, holy butts, you want to read it brian brian's not, going to read it okay well thank you, think longer well there you go, 10 whole heck in months thank you so, much i love seeing all the uh all the, the copic, all the copic marker sub badges they, make me happy, get 110 bits before you watch ads 93 305, nice awesome so yeah this was the, alcoholic paper that we made and i, thought i had ruined it because my, cuddle bug just did not cut things and, it drove me nuts, and i swear putting putting my dies into, the machine and seeing it actually come, out, with the proper shape for once without, hurting myself that was just, that was just amazing so yeah it was, like a hundred and thirty dollars but, you know, it's worth not having to do it yourself, especially when you're like me and you, just can't, right jess is gonna take over this, leaderboard by the way, i'm going to flip while i do it because, people people on youtube get mad, untrustable underscore desire cheered, x5 let's have some fun lol, let's have some fun, all right this is probably going to fill, up that cup so what we're going to do is, we're going to flip through this, i need both sides though because this is, a double-sided book hang on, i'm going to do that, quite a shot wider shot, like that okay there we go, double-sided book don't mind you yeah, untrustworthy you'll know the score, desire cheered, x5 don't mind me, i'm going to convince your mom to take, you to mcdonald's and get or, mongo's i don't know what mongoose is, mongos, yeah this is the dreamworks official, coloring book, and uh i got it because notice the, characters that are that are actually, black colored they didn't color in you, get to do that yourself, since when mongolian stir fry now, bitties, untrustable underscore desire cheers, designed by mariana, all the layers she's gonna layer that, cup with money and i'm good with it so, you know, those of you on youtube to get all salty, about it just mute i mean what do you, want from me, not gonna tell her stop i would be nuts, that's how i buy things so yeah we've, got how to train your dragon, we've got crack and madagascar, and puss in boots, something else forgot everything, it's put together in a bowl and then, watch them cook it yeah i love mongolian, stir-fry, untrustable and heard of the place this, is not called that, it's not layering properly it's layering, all weird, yeah we've got the thing like we've got, these weird backgrounds, so i've kind of come up with something, to do with it for this one but you don't, have it on all of them, because these ones are clear we got, frames too, untrustable underscore desire cheered x5, this is what we're doing say it, doesn't have a frame good i couldn't, remember if it had a frame or not i, picked it out, because that's the thing you can request, a book but i get to pick the picture, because if i don't want to color it then, there's no point in, requesting it right, this one's also really good but detailed, hot bitties, untrustable underscore desire cheered x5, i love how he's not even bothering to, read them out, genghis grill ooh you always got sick i, don't know, hot bitties untrustable, you get a good amount of pages of each, movie um i used to go to one, at the uh cottingtown mall but i forget, what it was called, i got to go a few times i think it, closed by now though, but we went a lot when i was a kid, because it was really rather cheap, yeah pork and corn spaghetti noodles, sauce, hot bitties, yes this one's cool because you get his, whole swamp picture, the whole whole swamp going on so it's, not all crazy backgrounds but there are, a lot of them, but then you know that opens it for, creativity, i'm gonna thank you every time jess, because i know you're just layering, blanket thank you works he's just, creeping her way up that leaderboard too, look at her, she's bypassed nephilim now she's on her, she's not a role, very bland for them i mean if that's, what you're into though that's the whole, point, let's see crazy background not so crazy, hot bitties untrustable underscore, desire, you got the whole castle x5 that's fine, lol, that's fine and i like the little scenes, because like you could color one of, these at a time, and then go back you like you don't have, to finish the whole thing because it's, just them messing around, and i would never color that background, like ever just, it's going to be a solid color it's, going to be painted out oh, there's enough seasoning you tend to, moan at the wonderful taste, hey that works hot bitties, untrustable underscore desire cheered x5, and of course there's like four shrek, movies so it kind of goes over all of, them, or tries to i didn't realize how, fabulous his eyebrows were before but, they're kind of, hot bitties untrustable underscore, desire cheered, x5 and we've got kung fu panda and i, have to say the reason that i wanted, this book was kung fu panda, and um how to train your dragon they're, my two favorite franchises, like of all time frankly like the kung, fu panda can do no wrong, like there's just nothing wrong with it, i love this one, hot bitties untrustable underscore, desire cheered, x5 x5 the only problem is like this is, where the, the shrine, building is already messed up i'm like, why, hot bitties untrustable this is an, interesting mandala too, x5 yeah kung fu panda is awesome huh, smooshy, and i love this one like this is another, one of those this is why you get the, book because you get to color this, and look poe is black but you actually, get to color him, like instead of just kind of oh he's, already colored and you can color like, the brown on his eye if they even, acknowledge that hot bitties, he doesn't brown that cheered x5, and then you get a lot of pose now this, i would color the fire, because not only is it movement but it, works with the show it's not necessarily, fire it's like glowing stuff that he can, do because he's all fancy you haven't, seen the third one that's your fault, hot bitties untrustable underneath but i, wouldn't color this right, x5 right it's just random it's not part, of the scene, she's almost done look the cups almost, felt jess, we are noodle [ __ ] right i am rice folk, 230 pounds of rice that's it pj's salt, oh this song, um but yeah again this is the kind of, thing that i'm, i wouldn't color underscore desire, cheered, x5 my voice is jacked up and i don't, know why, i don't appreciate it though um, or or you just color it like a whole, black color there we go, professional streamer, hot bitties untrustworthy i love this i, love the upside down gorilla is the best, one five, can be fuller it can be fuller i mean it, can, one's great too this one like you could, pick out some of them, pick out some of the fire and leave the, rest, sorry my dog isn't no, mike is taking the dogs out to go the, bathroom and apparently it's sirius's, turn, untrustable undiscorded yeah this is the, one that i started x5 and the reason i, didn't like it was because i started, with a watercolor background so okay, that's helping but the point is it's, just so much work in pencil that i, didn't want to do it, right i didn't want to do it so i write, down i wrote down the colors and i'm, just like screw it and i put it back on, the shelf i just didn't want to deal, with it, hot bitties i love this one, x5, he's losing his mind like i said he, can't be more than a foot away from mike, and then we've got madagascar, very cute, i think we're ready uh oh you're gonna, explode the cup i'll wait, i want to see it too yeah it's, definitely falling out now, untrustable underscore desire explode, that cup x5, i love how brian messes it up to lol, i like the brain idea, dirty explode you say, i need to be able to yell at him and you, know, it's like having a little brother you, never wanted ever, and are stuck with him ruining your life, at every turn, for the rest of his life thankfully he, doesn't live as long as i do but still, just it is i have never had a little, brother but i imagine that's what it's, like, so full i just i hear him so much, no not poor dog he's an untrained jerk, untrustable underscore desire cheered, x5 so for lol whoops so full, you are number one look at that jess, thank you so much for the, something bitties you've been number one, you have to, i don't know but thank you for the many, many many many many bitties and, exploding the cup which is always fun to, watch i appreciate you, but no it is it's like being stuck with, a younger sibling that you never wanted, and had no just, ugh i hate him, and he does he'll stand in there and, scream 205. thank you so much for the, 205 bitties i can't math all of that, clearly i wasn't even counting i like, these character sheets by the way, i like these character sheets and now, sirius is going to start what the hell, is going on, we just get doggy sedatives and just you, know, i've been playing a lot of red dead and, you can just sedate things it's just, like, i said, i like this one because you get the, circus animals in it, i like the circus one i like the my the, twitch was nice enough to give you a ton, of ads to go with the bits you already, had very nice, mine doesn't give me anything we've got, puss in boots which i have nothing, against puss in boots except for humpty, dumpty and unfortunately he's in this so, yeah a blow dart we so need a blow dart, just quiet, but yes he's he's scary and i'm just not, i'm not here for it, he's just like in it so he's in there oh, god, there's a post in boots tv show but i, haven't actually seen it i i should, watch it, is he in it, but see like this one's cute and this, one's cute and again i don't i don't go, into a book, being like oh i have to i have to color, every single one, oh and i love this i love the, i love the character sheet like where, you get the big one and then the little, ones too so you can color a few of them, yeah i've been playing a lot of red dead, online that's a good one too, and uh you have to sedate the animals, and get a blood sample and stuff so you, can like you pretend you're a scientist, with it, and it's just like you know wolves, coming at you it's like shoot them with, the sedative and then, i had a bear coming at me it's like no, no go to sleep, and they do they get right back up and, yeah well not right back up um, they eventually wake up or you can get, this reviver stuff and they'll just wake, up, this one's interesting too it has like, all the franchises and you're like oh, wait why are the three pigs there like, weren't there more franchises, couldn't you have put like different, okay because they're kind of side, characters aren't they, like i don't know, but today we're doing astrid because i, wanted to um, like i said you can request books but, you can't request pages, because that stifles my creativity i, need to be free, okay um, but yeah if you want to request books, and stuff or things that you might want, to see, pretty much everything i own has a flip, through on youtube so you can look that, up and be like oh i want to see that, and um and yeah those pictures are, available on my discord if you're not, part of our discard you should be, all right let's focus in more, that's probably good probably sort of i, i don't know i'm a professional streamer, but i don't actually anything, at all um so what i wanted to do was, paint out the background, but i forgot to get some water for the, paint, i'm a professional but i also have this, picture, saved over there this is technically, from the second movie, but what we're going to do is we're, going to paint a scene from uh from the, tv show which is in between the first, and the second movie, this is technically from the second, movie you can tell by your outfit, i want blue, right yeah i want blue, yes it is titanform well i mean she, looks enough like her right, she's just way cuter blue when i want, gray, would be gray i don't have any gray, white, all right we're gonna do blue and blue, the incredibly professional blue and, blue she does look a lot like her though, which is kind of the point because i, mean they're technically nordish, yeah in another universe right, technically her name is astrid hofferson, if you don't know the tv show, or movies any of it because it's a whole, series, it's also a book series but she doesn't, exist in the book series so we don't, care about it, we don't care about it because we like, astrid thank you, it's lovely i mean, this is probably too big okay, that's probably fine we'll do that, maybe when mike gets back from wrangling, his mongrel he can get me my water thing, if he hears he did say hello didn't he, okay so i have a crappy brush and i have, a really really good brush, mixed back i don't know that he can hear, me but, back i think he's taking a personal date, today because again he didn't wake up, until like nine or something and they, have a stand-up meeting soon, um so what we're going to do is we're, going to ground her, a little bit and then we're going to put, the ocean, right about there and then we're gonna, do this guy and i did post the picture, in discord, last night um but you don't really need, to, see it to see where we're going because, i'm not gonna be able to copy it exactly, anyway, but we're just going to calm down some, of this mess especially since it's, probably going to make the camera really, angry soon, we'll see how well this covers probably, not well oh no no, it's pretty good okay i was a little, worried because one thing i did discover, when doing the, jurassic park you took a vacation day to, do today too really, well that's good that means you get to, stay here and not be shuffled off to, horrible boss-ness stuff, mike can you hear me, i'm a professional, i'm going over on my protector thing but, it doesn't matter because it dries, um can you get me my water cup thingy, with water in it you know the fancy art, one, little metal thingy thank you, you get your cookie little man not that, you deserve it, not that you deserve it little bud, because you needed a break yeah mike, worked all like last weekend, working on something i forget what it, was but i'm over and he's like yeah i'm, waiting for this to render so i'm, gonna organize some of his uh, his lego things and thank you so much, got it i got this thingy here holds your, brushes, it's got a little scrubber thing in the, center of it and then it's got a water, tank, and it's for better brushes than this, but you know, point is it works but i don't keep it, full of water because i don't want to, have, a thing full of water on my desk just, i'm not even clumsy mike's the clumsy, one, but i know that the second that i say, that and get complacent with that, is one i'm gonna spill stuff right, i don't want to ruin, anything i have here any i was saying, that i discovered with the jurassic park, book, he's so cute but he's loud sorry he was, drinking and it's just the loudest thing, on the planet, um but i'm not gonna stop him drinking, right, how dare you hydrate splash keyboard, right, yeah it would be bad like this entire, tank of water, but not even that because like the, keyboard would probably survive but can, you imagine if it got on one of my, witcher pictures, like especially since the book the book, is almost well it's halfway complete, well it's more than halfway complete, technically, um because there's 45 images to color, and i've done 25, so technically more than halfway, complete, but um if it got on one of my witcher, pictures or if it got on, like this entire book, it could ruin a whole book and i don't, want that, anyway i discovered when i was coloring, the jurassic park coloring book and i, was trying to, paint out the clouds because i wanted, more interesting clouds, i found out that if you paint stuff, black first, and then go over it with a lighter color, it, usually works better for coloring these, lines because, these lines are really black and really, dark mechanical keyboards and liquid are, not front no, no they are not they are definitely not, that's why my cl my keys are so clicky, but since craft paint is so transparent, it um, it just cannot cover these dark lines, very well without a few layers and i, thought well you know, the problem with layering white or, layering acrylic paint in general, especially craft paint which is mostly, chalk, you know it's americana paint it's it's, water chalk and like this much pigment, um is that you, end up building up these gooey gross, kind of layers especially with white, so because there's more chalk in it, instead of pigment, with the black it's pretty much one, layer to get a completely flat black, no pencil marks no nothing just flat, black, so i did black on top and then i built, in the gray, and the more sedate colors that i wanted, we might do that with this, but there's only a certain amount of the, blue that i actually want to use, because we're going to do is we're going, to paint a uh, an ocean scene in here and i am mostly, being careful around these edges but i'm, not too fussed about it, but i personally only use paint in areas, i'm not going to use pencil i don't like, the feeling of it i don't like the fact, that it rips up my um, it rips up my pencils you know it uses, just a lot of pencil that it does not, need to take from me, uh so i usually only, i usually only do it on backgrounds that, i'm not going to yeah it's just it's, just americana paint it's technically, acrylic but you know it, really doesn't have a whole lot of, they call it acrylic but i'm not sure, there's a whole lot of acrylic, in it it's mostly chalk like i mean does, it even say what's in here, i'm not even sure it doesn't say like, manufacturer's representative, all-purpose water-based permanent fast, drying, soap and water cleanup blah blah it, doesn't actually say what's in it but i, swear it's mostly just chocolate, that's what you used to yeah and i mean, i got it for, i got it for backgrounds and i got it, for for art journals and you know you, don't want to use it very expensive, for our journals because it's not going, on the wall anyway it's not going to be, anything that's, that's going to stand the test of time, or anything so i'm not that fussed about, it, but i'm also aware that it doesn't, always like to cover, and you know all that okay so we're, gonna take, the grounding we'll be right about here, because i don't want to pay too much, rocks, and i apparently don't have a gray and, i'm too afraid to leave the house and go, to michael's so, there's that can we, make that even, i saw everybody start up again with, their tuesday morning hauls and, uh, what's that place hobby lobby halls and, all that stuff, and you know going to hobby lobby in, general okay, problematic as it is but then you know, voluntarily going outside the house i'm, not about that life, i had a dream last night that i uh, saw my in-laws my brother and, sister-in-law, and their kids and everything and it was, fine it was, actually more fun than it usually is in, real life but then, right in the middle of it i realized, none of us are social distancing, none of us are actually being, responsible none of us are wearing masks, and we're all hugging each other and, since when do i hug that much anyway i'm, like, and i was just like oh my god like how, many how many of us, after this are gonna be sick what the, hell are we doing but it was too late by, then right like we had just made the, rounds with everybody somehow, and you know us at a party don't invite, us to parties okay you don't want us, there because we are useless, all right we might be good at the party, start part where you're, you're planning out your food and you're, um you're setting the things up and, stuff we might be good at that part, we're, we're pretty decent at it but the actual, party part we're both miserable, miserable unless there's a corner in the, room that's really quiet that we can, find and just, hide yeah we're not good you don't want, us there, like usually when his uh when his, brother has a party, we go before it and so like he and he, and brian will cook, and and get stuff ready, and then i'm i'm usually i don't want to, stay stuck with but i'm usually, stuck with uh the girls and, my sister-in-law again i'm not like, against her or anything it's just that's, what happens, you kind of separate but also because, how often does he get to see his brother, so i don't want to be like and i'm here, too you know, he doesn't need that we are joined at, the hip but we're not that codependent, right, we are codependent but we're we're the, good kind, it sounds familiar yeah like i'm just, and then like they don't have they don't, have a pet even to sit with but we bring, our own so we're, it's not even like if you invite me to, your party you better introduce me to, your cat, like we we literally bring our own, we're that and say hi it's me, and i'm here too, but yeah it's not even like if you, invite me to a party you better break, you know, introduce me to your cat because i'm, bringing my dog and um, i'm gonna just sit in the corner with, him i don't need what is this, socializing thing you speak of sorry, no and we don't drink so it's not like, we loosen up or anything whatever that, means i don't know because we don't, drink, so so we're just always, just you know can we sit in a small, corner with an animal and just, you know because we actually associate, with those, yeah we don't we don't loosen up we, don't get into the swing of things you, don't drink too yeah see like we're, we're very much alike as a couple, smooshy, you and i are very similar um, it's like it's not like i don't i don't, like, our family and it's not like we don't, have fun this is just not how we have, fun, right certainly, and so people want to include us and, want to be like oh hey yeah you know we, love you so we want you to be here it's, like, okay, you can almost hear us whining about it, because we're not you know, but yeah again like this is an excuse, for him to go see his brother he's, you know he's only got the one left i, don't want to be a jerk about it but, but yeah it's it's not like it's not fun, but you know it's the same thing like, he'll take me to my parents house and, we'll just sit there playing video games, and, um my parents aren't about to throw a, party or anything, so it's a little bit more chill mike can, sit and bring his uh, his his console of whatever you don't, drink either nice you don't go to, parties and when you have to you get the, the good food and then wait a bit before, you leave it yeah i mean that's really, like, i was saying um ashton hey hobbit if, you've seen her on here she, she just got engaged and like everybody, was everybody's happy for and of course, i'm happy because marriage is great, but um weddings on the other hand, so we were asking you know what kind of, wedding are you gonna have and she's, like well i'm thinking about eloping and, i'm like hello, woman after my own heart because oh geez, weddings and i was just sitting there i, was reminding myself you know jess, really loved her wedding she's one of, those wedding people and jess and i have, discussed this before like, i don't get it but, ashton she was just like now we're, thinking about eloping because we don't, even need all this family stuff and the, party stuff and, all just oh my god so much stress and uh, those of us that did the small weddings, were just like yeah it was so much, better to just, you know nice and quiet i had enough, drama as it was, um i certainly didn't didn't need to, have a whole, a whole ceremony or anything like that, because somehow it seems to, get ignored that it's supposed to be, about the people that are getting, married not, about all of their family concerned with, the amount of alcohol your wedding would, have, uh you just go to the courthouse on, monday morning and do it for free and, not have a ceremony see we, it's not free here it's not free um but, i'm pretty sure it's mostly just the, price of the marriage license, because that does cost money um it was, like, 20 or 40 dollars i mean we're you know, it really wasn't expensive and they also, had a um, they also actually had like a little, room with a little arch in it i've, showed you guys the picture before i, don't know where the picture is anymore, but they also had like a little arch, with a little room and uh the justice of, the piece read some words and it's the, words you hear all the time on the tv, nothing fancy or anything and, non-denominational, um but it was just you know these people, are getting married here's like yeah, it's it's really not that much so, and yeah we just reserved a time for the, justice the justice of the peace to be, able to do that, and um job done you know and it was the, same courthouse that my parents got, married at too so like it already had, that good luck going on because my, parents are still married, and mike's parents are still married so, we're used to that too, but like you know the the the marriage, is more about the all the stuff that, happened after, so i really wasn't you know caring very, much, about the day itself but she's like yeah, i'm thinking about dude dressed like, elvis yeah, i actually have a friend that got, married in vegas and it was really nice, actually it was one of those things, where we're in a casino i think it was a, casino, or restaurant i forget um, casinos have restaurants in them too so, it's very confusing, uh someone reminded you never to be a, matron of honor, yeah see that's the other thing because, then it's all your fault when things go, wrong, right it's always the the maid of honors, like problem when oh something with the, bride is not great and you gotta fix it, because she can't do it herself, yeah i just know just all of it now, um i don't know why i drew the horizon, line because i'm just gonna paint over, the whole thing, this color as long as it covered is it, going to cover, no this is going to need two coats okay, well that's fine, that's fine then this is going to need, three because i accidentally painted, over the, paint over part, i forgot what i was saying i got, distracted by paint okay, i'm distracted by art supplies all the, time oh yeah she got married uh, she got married in vegas um, i forget who it was by, but it was just it was just us her ex, her ex-husband because they're you know, they're friendly have kids together and, all that stuff, um and i think like a sibling she had a, bunch so i'm not sure which, and then i think his family was in, another state so he didn't uh he didn't, get many, it's kind of like mine my family was at, our wedding but his, mike's family was in uh it was in, another state so, they weren't able to come, but yeah like every actual wedding i've, been to has just been like it's so much, stress for them, it's so much trust so much stress for, you as a person participating because, it's like, you know you just want to if you'd like, the people enough to go to the wedding, you just kind of want to hang out with, them and they can't hang out because, they're busy getting married and it's, just like well you know, and then if it's a destination wedding, it's even worse because it's like i, drove all this way to get here, right if you get married it's gonna be a, disneyland oh wow see those are gonna be, hardcore, i thought you were already married one, of the packages to no planning, i mean there's that, i guess that that that might be uh that, might solve a lot of the problems, i thought you guys are already married, common law, no i thought you were married already, because here if you've been together for, seven years you're already technically, married, california's cool like that they're just, like but yeah so your common law that's, fine, um that's probably why i thought that, which is a good thing um, because it kind of gives you many of the, benefits the you know legal benefits and, that's one of the reasons we got married, florida got rid of it oh no that's one, of the reasons we got legally married, when we did is because i needed his, benefits, and we knew we were gonna anyway so it's, not like, uh it's not like we we shot gunned it or, anything it's just i, i literally needed his medical coverage, and, we weren't common law yet and it'd be, like well we're gonna get married anyway, what are we waiting for right, we pretty much acted like we were, married for like the second we met each, other, it's one of those things you just kind, of know sometimes reno has drive through, wedding chapel see, i would just do that, again like if you're a person that, really likes marriage or not marriage, if you're a person that really likes, weddings and and you were one of those, people that you see, on tv and stuff we're just like i've, been planning my wedding since i was, four years old my mom and i have this, binder, that's fine i mean i was never one of, those people, and it just it just never ever appealed, to me, so it was one of those things where it's, like how what is the easiest way you can, get married because i like, marriage like i said you know my parents, are still together and, you know i had no problems with marriage, i figured that was my end goal, you love how i drew this straight line, and then i'm just coloring right over it, i figured that was my end goal anyway it, was just a matter of can i get there, with the least amount of fuss and then, it looked like, the only way to do it is with fuss but, no, you can't avoid it if you want, there are a lot of ways to get married, here not many of there used to be, enjoy weddings but do you just like your, family, i want a pretty dress and just go get, dressed up for one day yeah see and i i, never have, had that urge even reno like i just, the idea of dressing up i have no, inclination to be pretty or handsome, because i wear a suit if i could, um but you know gender stereotypes being, what they are nobody let me wear a suit, and mike didn't even wear one and i'm, just like you actually get to, you get to as the person with the, equipment, and the you know again society's, stereotypes, and you're not even gonna do it he's, like well suits make me uncomfortable, it's like well can i be in a suit, no you have to wear something feminine, so many pretty mermaid dresses you want, yeah you can get dressed, up for allotments i mean again the, courthouse they don't care what you wear, yeah see i would totally wear a suit and, i would have done but again it's one of, those, you bow to your family's pressures of, what you're supposed to do, and how things are supposed to go it's, like just do what you guys want, right i look amazing in a suit, well i did 40 pounds lighter but you, know, i look amazing in a suit and i would, love to wear an actual one with you know, the actual, suit stuff i had i have a couple, waistcoats, that i couldn't bear to get rid of but, that's about it, and i have a i have you know i have a, more formal button-down shirt and, everything but like i don't have an, actual suit, i would rent one i look amazing in them, but no i had to wear a skirt and look, ridiculous, your sister wouldn't be the maid of, honor because she assumed i would never, i would make her wear a dress, that you wouldn't you're right like i, don't understand that they make bride, and, bride and bridesmaids suits now nice, well yeah probably because there are a, lot of lgbt people that are just like um, can i not like this does not fit me at, all it's my damn wedding day, but yeah that's that you know yeah, i mean again i i would want a more, masculine one but like i get it, the same thing like ellen always wore uh, suits on her show, what's wrong with that looks she looks, great why can't i wear that, i want to be cool soon now all right, fine, gotta wear this stupid skirt hell is, this, i think i finally got rid of it when we, moved i'm just like why am i keeping, this it's the same thing, why do you buy why do you buy a ten, thousand dollar wedding dress wear it, once and then get rid of it like i, i don't i don't get it i'm like no i'm, just gonna buy, something from kmart and then again i, never wore it again because it's a skirt, why would i wear it this is taking way, more layers and the more layers i put, the more gloopy it's going to get, that's fine this is not the, interesting part it's not the, interesting part of the show not that, i'm saying my show has interesting parts, uh will your sisters marry me and the, other to walk you down the aisle and the, rest will be made of honored bridesmaids, nice, but yeah the point is like as someone, that's gone through it don't, don't make your wedding what anybody, else wants, or like what tradition says or anything, like that because, you know ideally this is your one shot, right, and not oh you should totally stress out, about it because this is your one shot, but, you should have it the way you want it, because this is your one shot, because trying to get married again, after your like 10 year anniversary of, your 15-year anniversary or blog blog, because i've been in both of them and i, wanted to do something and we never, managed to do it, because the whole idea well maybe we'll, have more money after you know so many, you won't have more money trust me, uh we're finally made of honor and they, broke up within a month oh, yeah didn't buy yeah, invite your friends yeah it's your, wedding and you shouldn't uh, you shouldn't be stuck with people that, you don't like and if those people are, your family well, oh well maybe there's more than, more than wedding issues that they need, to sort out before they get to go to, your, your ideally like i said one day, but yeah the problem with us was we were, holding out hope that we would uh you, know maybe at some day, someday down the future get more money, or you know so we bought, we bought ring i don't even get to wear, my ring because i'm fat but, we bought rings that i didn't really, like and i thought well maybe i can, upgrade eventually, price of gold went up now down people um, and you know we thought oh well we'll, we'll do this and then we'll have like a, more party style wedding, um back in pennsylvania where mike lived, and, he can have his family go and all that, stuff and, in february it's going to be 20 years so, like, we none of those things happened okay, they've save up and just do it now, or you know go into debt i don't know, you should go into debt but yeah that's, the worst part, you had to reduce your guest list, dramatic drastically and end up the, family who rvsvp'd and didn't show up, yeah, and see then it's a whole other waste of, money because you get people are just, like oh yeah i'm totally going to come, and they don't, yeah i don't i don't suggest going to, debt like just did because uh hello, you're still in it, um not not a good idea there jess, jess and you still didn't have the, wedding you want to see, see it's not fun don't do that, but yeah i definitely like the idea of, eloping better there was somebody in, them, in b's discord they're getting married, soon too and, they were they were talking about all, the stresses that they're having with, theirs, you plan to invite any of your family if, you have a wedding and yeah see and, don't let them be all upset, because you're not doing it be like look, we're gonna have a reception or whatever, you can be at that, you don't have to be at the exact i do, moment because guess who that's for, that's for you and your partner whoever, that is you've cut them all out well, there you go, because yeah it's just it's not about, them it's about you, and your partner and if you already have, a child then it's about your child too, because you know noah was at the no one, was at her wedding, you talked to a few cousins yeah see, i think a lot of people feel obligated, to have the kind of thing that they see, on tv, and movies and stuff or like oh it's got, to be this and it's got to be that and, you got to have this amount of this, amount of money spent, and that's not how you that's not how, you're measuring your life together so, you don't have to, have any of that stuff you can't say oh, well i had all of these things this is, what's going to make my wedding or my, marriage last forever, that's not how it works you have to be, marrying the right person, and once you're doing that it really, doesn't matter what happens at the, wedding, you really wanted a wedding and you, wanted to that princess moment, yeah and like i said you know if you're, one of those people that wants that that, princess thing again do you like, smoochie and just go to disneyland, because they'll make you a princess, well for you'd be disney world because, you're on the other side but you know, what i mean they have those, they can say whatever they want you'll, not invite yeah, but they would give a lot of money as a, gift so you don't care it's yeah yeah, see it's your it's your wedding, and if you are if you have issues with, your family like they they shouldn't get, to come and ruin the one day that you're, going to remember, this way yeah i know it is it's really, expensive, the disney stuff is super expensive i, probably should have gone closer on this, i'm not gonna do all of this because, it's super boring and you guys shouldn't, have to watch that, but i'm just gonna do some of it mostly, to tone it down, but see this is why like people get into, the ugly stages of, of coloring and people are like oh man, it looks like crap and then they give up, trust me there is an ugly stage on every, single picture they get gross, dad's girlfriend is the one that ruined, your day yes he, and it's not cool and and like that, that's kind of what i had to do and i i, do feel bad about it because mike really, wanted this person there, but i legitimately had to say like look, i want your daughter there, because i love her but i need you not to, come and, it was like she's important this person, is important to us, and but recent things that they had done, had really spoiled our relationship and, my, my mom and dad did not get along with, this person, for years years and years and years and, my parents tolerated it, but i was the one getting married like, they were the one having, having the reception at their house and, they were the one that planned, everything, and they're you know genetically related, to me and like this was part, part mike and i's day in part my you, know my mom's, my mom and dad's day and i really did, not want this person, messing it up or causing tension and, also being at my parents house because, again they, don't like this person so i was just, like look i i need you not to come, and like yeah it was a problem, and it's not fair because again this, person means a lot to mike but, i just i was just like everything that, they've done recently, and then being around my parents how are, we gonna how are we gonna do any of this, so i just had to just no i'm putting my, foot down like i'm sorry mike does this, mean a whole ton to you right now or, would you rather have your parents be, happy just as i need my parents to be, happy, and like if it had come down to that i, would have disinvited her daughter too, and she's my best friend but it's like, look i can't i can't, but they finally were just like okay, well she'll not come but you can have my, daughter kind of thing, but it's like i mean they never, apologized for what they did, ever and it was like it happened right, before our wedding and i'm just kind of, like, didn't even apologize and i'm supposed, to let you go with my one, my one chance of wedding thing with my, parents there and they're not supposed, to say anything, you met my parents and i know she has, right because, it's a problem, yeah you had no choice yeah yeah that, was the thing i'm just like, i can't i can't do it and that was the, one amount of drama i was even i'm just, like okay then nobody's gonna come i was, that close because, you can't let you can't let other people, dictate that kind of stuff, but yeah i know like mike's probably, still salty about it but it's just like, i mean we we did like i said we did plan, to, have another wedding type party type, thing with his family, on the other coast because his parents, weren't able to make it his brother was, living on that coast at the time too, and like they just weren't able to make, it but, you know you see you see them after like, it's not really important, the the seeing the the seeing the, vows part isn't all that important, um this person's daughter was my best, friend, and my our parents kind of had to get, along, but not really for our entire lives, because we met when we were five, and you know my my parents were gracious, enough not to say hey i hate that person, so you can't play with their daughter, but um yeah she's not, just not really great all the time, and i didn't want there to be drama, especially at my my own parents house, like the the reception's gonna be at, their house like i guess she could just, not come, but jeez, those like but we'll just have a, different ceremony and maybe she can, come to that i don't know, i don't know but my parents are only, going to do this once, there so you can kind of see the edges, that's where the edges would be but see, the, the paint is still light see it's so, transparent you can't see it, but the lines are really obvious you, need to i'm gonna need to go over it a, few more times i thought i could paint, in the clouds but it's gonna need more, layers, yeah people just i mean it they were, like hurt, but i think it's more i'm more bummed, out because like mike couldn't have them, there, because my parents were there but it's, like it's it's it's more my family, than his right but then it's kind of sad, because like he didn't get any of his, family at our wedding, but again it was one day out of an, entire 20-year relationship so, and that's kind of what you have to, remember it's one day out of a hopefully, the rest of your life relationship so, does it really matter, i mean maybe that's my opinion but, having your perfect wedding, isn't going to make the marriage perfect, it's not going to make it last longer, just because, you had you had everything exactly right, and you did all of the traditional, things and blah blah it doesn't matter, your dad was really upset when you told, me you didn't want her there, sorry bro it ain't your day, thinking i need my color chart, not this one color tart where are you, color chart, i'm my color chart and then i need, i decide what i should do for her skin, i'm gonna have to stand up i hate that, i'm too big, for that, i'm too big for everything the scale, said 230 this morning can you believe, that, too i mean it's a rude scale and i'm, aware of that but jeez, i'm not okay with that, thankfully our treadmill gets here, monday, i think monday okay so asteroid is super, pale, accepted your decision where you ran out, of money and needed help your mother, fished you out because you could ask, your father to help you if you're, inviting his girlfriend yeah, yeah and i mean that's the other thing, about having an expensive wedding is, somebody's got to pay for it, and that whole traditional oh the wife's, parent is the one that pays for it is, like well, not all of them are going to do that, all right so he's technically pretty, pale or she should be, but not really because she's also a, warrior, so i'm still going to use my i'm going, to use my albrecht juror because this is, um, this is double-sided so if we use any, copics or anything, it's going to go through so we have to, make sure we don't do that she doesn't, have a whole lot of skin showing, of course because she's got armor on, i thought this would need less layers, and you guys could see the background, more but, that's going to take forever hey coy, only 12k only it's welcomed, jess somebody hands you 12k right now, and you're gonna go oh it's only 12k no, sorry that's a lot of money dude, that's a lot of money for one day, a lot of money okay she's got a shirt, here, and then all right i'm essentially, looking at this picture it's a promo, picture, looking at this picture to make sure i, get everything right, because that's what they did they made, the promo pictures into line art which, is really nice, somebody had me 12k right now tax-free, of course and i'd be like oh, paid over the course of the year i mean, one of your sisters came by and said did, she talk to you right, that's harry she lives right now, yeah yeah, yep it's creepy i can actually hear her, i can hear savvy, oh and i feel so bad reno i actually let, savannah, go she i talked to her and she wanted to, move out and i let her go, she i mean she kept being the one with, the move out thing over her head and i'm, just like all right i'll let her go, oh man, but i can't help it because i really, like lolly and they have the same, personality but lolly's a cat, and she's adorable so it's just like if, i, if i have to choose between a zebra and, a cat i mean i'm gonna pick the cat, but yeah savannah's gone now, your name twin is gone oh food is here, she thought you were watching a recorded, video yeah, okay jess thank you for your lurk i, appreciate you and thank you for the, bitties, i actually thought up a new new message, but i forgot to put it in there so, it's not in there yet, i'll fix it i'm hoping to hoping to do, tomorrow, yeah well i mean you can just avoid, talking to them, when you know there's a move out cycle, but, yeah i was well cuz see i have the, amiibo so if i miss her too much i can, see her again, but it's been a long time i have to tell, you it's really difficult to keep those, permanent residents in your town too, because sometimes you just want to see, new people, i 100 appreciate they don't move out on, their own because, again if bluebear ever was just like hey, bye, but she's you know she's my birthday, twin she's more she's even more special, all right so i did her skin in faber, castell just because i want to make sure, that it doesn't, always wipe this off on your hands so, that you make sure that there's no, the tips of mine are stained it's fine, because i, don't want to have to have a whole ton, of these but, i want to make sure that i'll put a big, old green streak on her face, i think the rest of this we'll try and, do in tombow markers, and if you like super tips and stuff you, can do this in super tips you know it's, not, it's not required that you have tombow, markers just any alcohol-based marker, we'll do, i just don't like super tips, i wanted something i could replace, individually when it went dry, i don't think they're light fast because, they are still dye based but, so you could also use inktense, any of your stuff that works on, double-sided pages, i don't have too many double-sided books, but i do have kind of, a lot of times you'll have a choice, right gifting the fruit to villagers, every day and mention you still haven't, gotten photos from three villagers, yeah it will see the the regular cycles, mushy if you're pushing it, if you're pushing it with the highest, value thing possible, it's still going to take you 25 days so, the highest possible thing you could be, giving is something that's worth, ten thousand dollars so something that, you would sell to the nooks and they, would give you ten thousand dollars um, so the actual value of that is way more, than that because obviously they lowball, you a lot when they buy stuff, um so like one of the, one of the easiest things to make if, especially if you don't want them to, replace furniture, is uh the iron wall lamp, yeah well coconuts are the lowest amount, of fruit that you want to give what you, the, what you want to do is like your, non-native fruit, is uh is your best if you're just going, to gift fruit, but if you gifting furniture, you want to give something that will, guarantee you to get that that thing in, return fruit, the 500 fruit is usually a 50 50, so they may give you money or they may, give you an item but if they don't, guarantee that item, so you you lose your rng chance of, getting that um, getting that picture because it is just, rng once you get to that friend level it, is still just random number generated, and that's why you have to wait, but if you want to push it yeah you have, to have a furniture item and it has to, be over ten thousand dollars so, like the mini again this is going to use, your supplies, but the the mini woodworking table they, will again, put them in their house so you'll, replace stuff but on the wall, the iron wall lamp is a really good one, because iron and clay are really easy to, get, and um that will guarantee that they, will give you something back, every time, but again that's 25 days of gifting an, iron wall lamp, to push it so you know if you're not, pushing it with that high value item, every single time every single day, that's not pushing it so it'll it'll set, you back every day by day so, it's gonna take a long time if you're, after those pictures no matter what, but yeah that'll yeah so definitely do, that the iron wall lamp will not, affect their house at all so if you like, their decor and you don't want them, replacing things or anything like, give them stuff on the wall there are a, few more other things that forget what, they are but the iron wall lamp is, incredibly easy and cheap for you to, make, so yeah i've been doing that with mott, because i would like him to go now but, he hasn't given me his picture, um but yeah that'll get you into the, tier of automatically receiving, something in return, all right so we're gonna go with yellow, for her hair, because it's yellow, and then yeah from the time that they, move in, it's 25 days if you're pushing it, so for you that's obviously a long grind, because you don't uh, you don't time travel so you can either, keep track of it or you can just you, know, let it go but be sure especially if you, don't like them but you want their, picture, like just keep track of actually gifting, them that high value item every single, time, and if their birthday happens to be in, there too wrapped, wrapped 500 fruit is the best thing you, can give them that will get you the most, amount of points, and of course it's it's only five, hundred dollars it's pretty damn cheap, so i'm usually using the lightest color, as a base, her hair is pretty yellow so, i'm usually using the lightest color, to base out everything and then i go, over with the, i go over with pencil detail and, everything, and i think we're going to do like we, did with the rick and morty we're going, to shade some stuff too, the thing with uh the thing with cgi, animation is they actually do have, shadows and shading and everything, because you can do that, so the character already, looks more dynamic and so it's easier to, figure out where, you're supposed to put those things and, like i said since this is an actual, promo shot that they've done, it's really easy to find this picture, and just kind of copy if you're into, that i mean you don't have to copy it, exactly and you can give her all sort of, weird colors i'm just not that kind of, person, if i'm gonna kill her i want it to look, exactly like what it's supposed to be, because that's fun for me, i did ask is the ocean too loud you guys, because i know it can be distracting, when it's too loud but, i noticed if rain wasn't loud enough it, just sounds staticky and weird, now we don't have to talk over, everything, these are knots in her hair except that, is red, okay okay, tomorrow i think we'll try and play red, dead, we're getting close to the end, well we're getting close to a certain, end, guys um, three maybe, this one, this one, make sure i color her eyes so she, doesn't look too weird, that's why i like these uh tombow, markers because of the brush tip, i'm used to the brush tip and you can do, a lot more fine detail work, i don't usually color like intricate, mandalas or anything, but if you did a brush tip would help, you, coffee on me but it makes you sleepy, yeah it thankfully calms me down so i, can actually, focus a little bit for stream we have to, go put some, go grab some oh okay like where did that, come from and then i read smooshy first, random, i kind of hate the, boom i hate the spoon because it always, hits me in the glasses, okay so she's got brown headband this, stuff is all fuzz, it's mostly fuzzed up i think it'd be, like 9 42 maybe, what a fuzzy lambskin or, something like that you sleepy without, it yeah yeah my mom's like that, maybe it's rabid fur because it's very, soft, like it might be rabbit fur, uh what did i say 942, you like iced coffee more than hot hot i, liked iced coffee too, until i realized that our ice tastes, funny and now i don't want to have any, ice so i keep having like, super hot gross water, it's bugging me because i was all, excited yeah we finally have an ice, maker and then i realized how funny the, the ice tastes, and it's got this weird floaty stuff in, it you know because i drink water and i, just kind of, puppy is eyeing your ribs oh no, um i looked into my water and had this, weird floaty stuff and i'm like huh, and so we looked and it's not the filter, and so i put i put some ice in a bowl, and then you know melted it a little bit, and then yeah it's it's in the ice, and it's making everything taste funny, not enough reason yeah that makes sense, so yeah i kind of want to just take it, out now, because when it was our fridge it had a, filter in it but mike wasn't ever able, to hook it up so i haven't had one for, the 15 years that we lived in the in the, other house, and so we moved here i was like yeah an, ice maker i'm so excited i can make all, my drinks cold, i know it's like stuff stuff tastes, funny, well yeah i don't know it's like if i if, i, leave something i leave something to, melt for too long i'll just kind of put, more ice in it, the filter may need to be clean yeah and, i mean it already makes like this really, horrific noise, like the compressors going or something, it's a really really horrific, high-pitched noise, but the problem is i don't exactly want, to call a maintenance man in here right, so i don't know what i'm supposed to do, use a nice tray i'm i'm sure we could, i would have to um, i mean the the freezer is really small, so we'd have to, figure out a way to get one on there, so it's flat, you know it'd be great is one of those, uh, those little portable ice makers i think, ernie was talking about she just got one, little portable ice maker thing and um, it makes that crushed ice kind of stuff, i think i need nine is 942 i think i, need 990 as well, which is this one, what's 9 10 what, why eat this one, yeah it's it's like a little unit that, sits on your, um it sits on your counter, and it makes ice and part of her stream, is she makes drinks and stuff, and so like you know if you're used to, alcoholic drinks but you know it's ice, it can go in anything, and she said that's cool and like it'd, be cool if it made that you know the, little pellet ice isn't pellet ice like, the best, it's the best i would love pellet ice so, i, kind of want one of those like, especially if it made pellet ice i'm not, sure that it does but, that's what i would want, yeah i love ice too yeah the tiny cube, yeah, where it's already crunchy and stuff, you know because i got a lot of cavities, so like i can't just go chewing on a, whole bunch of ice but that pellet ice, stuff is great, since this is a big area and it's going, to streak anyway, i'm just going with the streaks because, this whole, this whole rough thing is uh is fur, so i'm just making sure that as i color, this is still the lightest, but i'm just acknowledging that it's, going to streak and i'm streaking, ahead of time, so again that brush tip coming in handy, because i'm already used to doing, streaks with the, this channel is um uh i don't i don't, know that, that's the kind that it is but her, stream is, i think yeah, that's her street she's been here a few, times you might have seen her, yeah she mixes drinks and stuff on her, show, ow just looked on amazon nice, you're welcome she usually streams uh, later at night for us but uh you know, recently with the the whole covet thing, she's, trying to work at home when she's got, her kid going on this is the wrong one, no it's not it's fine, no it is damn it, she's got her kid taking up some of her, time so, she's still around she's on twitter and, she's on uh, she's got her own discord and you'll see, her here occasionally, because she streams at night because, obviously she works and so she's not, always, able to catch daytime streams, not a big deal that that was the wrong, color but, especially since we're gonna add layers, to that but see now it looks fuzzy, because it's gonna streak anyway right, so at least now we've gone with the, streak, we used it to our advantage, because water-based markers unless, you're using them in a watercolor, fashion in general they're gonna streak, you're gonna see it and, you either have to go with it or combat, it, and these are not the kind of unless, you're using them on watercolor these, aren't the kind, of the hell, that wasn't even on the edge, thank you i wasn't even on the edge of, the, table, thank you for the hydrate my big twitch, bottle it it is so heavy, with water in it that it's like it's, hard for me to pick up, but yeah i had a big wide mouth puppy, streamer okay, hey oh you all ready for it today huh, you're all ready for puppy stream, oh that wall thanks oh the ice maker, okay, maybe put that in discord because i, can't even click on that, uh it makes bullet ice nice is that what, they call it, [Music], hi everybody i like ken's glitches, [Laughter], yeah it was like the the filter that we, use adds in some of the the good, electrolytes and stuff, it's not zero water but it it adds in, some of the good electrolytes so it's, it's usually at 29, 29 i don't know what the measurement is, like, impurities or whatever, i don't know mike would have to tell me, but um if you you know you look at the, water meter and it's like 20, 29 but then if you put ice in it, aside from it actually looking like it's, putting grease into your water which is, i swear it's like got little floaties on, the the top of it like it's greased or, something gross, um it brought it up to 79 impurities, 79 maybe i don't know it's gross, makes your stuff like that it looks, gross oh, yes you're so cute you're so cute, you're thank you put your little face, we making my nose or kiss your nose, yeah good boy who's your good boy, you're so cute i know right i love that, picture how old is he he is eight years, old, huh i was born in 2012, yeah he's, march 6 2012. you're getting late, because then they can't see you, you're the goodest boy i know yeah, [Music], how many kisses for someone so cute, nine oh wow how long do they live, no one can see you when you lie no one, can see you and i can't work, what did you need to answer you needed, to answer what what is the water meter, measuring 20 to 30 years holy crap, so it's like it's like 29 whatever on, that little water thing, and then it goes up to 79 whatever if, you put ice in it, also we should get that ice maker that, reno linked, that was a long time for such a little, animal i thought like, i thought that was only parrots right, like parrots live 60 to a billion years, old, like you get a parrot you got that thing, for life it's like a marriage, and lord help you if you get married, because they they bond with one person, but yeah tortoise is right nothing's, gonna outlive you, a friend of mine had a tortoise which, unfortunately somehow escaped, and you're kind of like he's bonded with, you both well that's good, her tortoise somehow escaped and she's, just like hey, everybody in this arizona area look out, for my tortoise it's like what did it, run away, how did it, my mom had a bird i guess if they lived, that old then like, she had to just get rid of it instead of, it dying i don't remember, total dissolved solids okay that sounds, disgusting i mean that really, it's called tds meter okay well the, thing is it's got, 29 total dissolved solids you know, percent, but it goes way up and then if you if, you don't filter the water at all that's, why you can tell there's a filter on the, ice maker though if you don't filter it, at all, it's 500 something just from the tap, yeah you have a tds meter there you go, yeah it's yeah, it's like 500 something from city water, yeah yeah we make our own water too like, i'm just like, yeah mike you get that ice maker thing, goes on your counter and makes a little, bullet ice, yeah you'd have to oh because of fish, tank yeah see that makes sense, yeah we got an evaporative water filter, which is way cheaper than the zero water, because, you know the water here is so much, dirtier than a big bear i thought big, bear was bad, um the ball and ice maker, it makes opal ice oh wow, wow that sounds fancy though, because yeah i just like i don't feel, comfortable like eating that ice anymore, because i noticed when i was having like, iced tea and stuff, that my iced tea would taste funny and i, was just kind of like why does it taste, so weird and i thought it was the iced, tea mix because it's, thai iced tea mix but no it's the ice, it's that weird stale kind of it felt, like it was, already 140 yeah that's better that's a, lot better especially if it's a unit, that stays, around for a while that's a lot better, we should get that, as long as it filters properly, because you know we don't own that, fridge so it's not like we can just, replace the fridge and get a better, thing we don't own it, the uh the deal with us, the deal with the realtor buying our, house was he got the appliances too and, we figured well we're going to live in, an apartment we don't need appliances, anyway and we need him to buy the house, so, yeah we left everything behind, and i mean that fridge was years old it, was from our first house, in um in the bay area, which was 2003 and it wasn't new, because we got it with the house, and then when we sold the house since we, sold it under what we paid for, we said okay well we'll sell it to you, but we um, we get the appliances so we took it with, us, and i mean it wasn't it wasn't a, money-making thing if anything we you, know we very much lost money on that, deal, we lost money on both of our houses, frankly it was it's just a bad idea for, us to buy houses apparently, um unless this whole coveted thing makes, houses like a dollar, uh really we should just never you're a, big fan of chewing ice i spill it's a, perfect as a hollow, and it won't hurt your mouth oh nice, perfect for what i would say yeah, yeah it's definitely it tasted like it, tastes like freezer burn, but you just made it like that's the, weirdest thing, like that you know it's weird that ice, can go bad but it's true, if you leave if you leave ice in the, fridge for too long it can go bad even, if you're using zero water and it was, completely, you know completely, filtered but this is not, lit but, it looks like it's leaving weird solids, in your in your ice, and i mostly just drink water probably, just, yeah i mean it probably is but i'm, afraid to have a man, in for one like we'd have to tell him, hey it makes a really horrible noise, as our dogs are screaming their heads, off because our dog, our dogs are not going to chill out if, there's someone in here we had the, person come in and fix our air, conditioning because, you know it's 90 degrees in san diego, right now where it will be in like an, hour or so, it'll be in a couple hours uh and the, fact that you know we have air, conditioning here means we want to use, it, so we had to have a man in to do it, and they barked the entire time so you, can't really say hey do you do you hear, this really high-pitched noise that the, the fridge makes and the fact that the, filter is all gross and stuff, when the dogs are losing their minds, right and i can't make them be quiet i, don't know what we're supposed to do, like there's an invader in the house, what are we what like they're not going, to bark about that, but you know i don't want to have, somebody else in the house either, because, that's not safe, i wonder how long like you know after, vaccines and everything like that i, wonder how long we can still pull the uh, the social distancing covey excuse to, not have to do social things, like nope sorry i can't come to your, party, i wonder how long i could ride that wave, because i wrote it for a while usually, if people have kids i can do that well i, don't have a very good immune system, kind of thing and get out of it, because kids are filthy right kids are, filthy they're usually pretty, they're usually associating with other, kids and just trading the same cold or, same, cough or whatever so i'm just kind of, like nope that's not safe for me thank, you, but i wonder how long, how long i can ride this soul covered, thing sorry i have the social distance, and by that, means never ever leave my house again, thank you, like i really want to see smooshy, because she's actually we're actually, close to each other but ugh, i'd avoid having someone come into your, house but the sink is backed up and, tried to deal with it slowly draining a, few weeks, you couldn't do it anymore yeah like i, mean at some point there's some things, that you just either can't, or shouldn't have to deal with because, if you're living in an apartment that's, part of, you know them having the maintenance, service that's part of what you pay for, in your rent is them fixing things for, you, i have fur all over me now, that's that's the other thing mike was, saying he's like um, there's like some weird structural thing, going on here and he's like yeah but, that's not my problem, there's like a crack in one of the walls, it's like oh that doesn't look good, not my problem as long as it doesn't, [ __ ] you know i mean they stomp around, enough they might actually fall through, but, until that actually happens it's not our, problem, that's the problem with owning a house, is everything is your problem you got to, fix everything, some stuff is good because you know you, don't like the paint on your wall you, can paint it but, you uh you have issues with a sink or, something needs to be replaced or, anything that's all up to you, if you can't afford a maintenance man, you got to do that maintenance yourself, that part sucks too, because like mike's still of the, generation like he learned some of that, general stuff from his dad but, there's there's only so much you can get, taught right, unless you're actually going into that, or, have a natural interest for fixing, things, i was going to say i'm just going with, the the fur on these just trying to keep, the fur texture going, on yeah there are definitely pros and, cons to it, i'm still warming i'm slowly warming up, to the idea of staying here just because, like there are way worse neighbors we, could have, i mean the stomping does get bad from, time to time i don't know what the hell, they were doing this morning, opening and closing every drawer they, have and we have the same kitchen the, the model, down here is the same as up there so i, know all of the rooms, because they're the same rooms we have, and they were just opening and closing, every single kitchen drawer that they, have and i don't know why, but it wasn't like you hold on to it and, open it and hold on to it and close it, this was open it and then, push no they don't have kids and that's, the thing, they don't have kids they're they're, they're an older couple, and i think one of them is either in a, wheelchair or no they're not special, needs no, um i don't know, honestly don't know but that's the thing, they don't have children so i don't have, the pitter-patter or, slamming of teenager feet or little, children feet or i, i don't know but every single drawer i, mean i, i watch my cook in the in the kitchen, i've seen mike cook and you don't have, to open every drawer i promise, yeah i can't go in the kitchen smoochie, most of the time most of the day i can't, go in there i can barely make a sandwich, and escape, the the benefit of me being in the, second bedroom, is the fact that like most people don't, go in the second bedroom, uh so they don't they're not slamming, around over my head yeah, because old yeah it could be that yeah, i've heard like little wheels and stuff, so i think one of them either uses a, walker or, or has a a push a push wheelchair, because i know the sound of those little, wheels but that's about it like you know, the, the wife seems pretty mobile so she's, she's good, but the the husband is a big guy like, he's a he's a big, big guy and maybe he's the one stopping, i think they might maybe they have, somebody that comes in and cleans for, them because, you know every once in a while it gets, really loud, like really loud and then the other, times they're quiet, and i have seen a nurse come in and and, go yeah i think that i think the husband, is the heavy footed one because the wife, is tiny, like you can hear her going up the steps, but after that she's just like, um, but you i've seen a nurse come and go, from there and so i don't know if it's, like the nurse is just not aware that, the ceilings are paper thin, but like holy crap, i think mike is in there dying are you, okay, do you need an inhaler what's going on, the walls are paper thin, my door is closed and i have uh ocean, plane and i can still hear him but you, don't have people above you yeah, yeah see i would have i would have liked, to be on the top but there was no, there were no models available, i think this was like the only one, obviously, um and the other thing is like walking, the dog we don't have to go downstairs, it's not that many stairs though i don't, think i would have hated it yeah i do i, do like being on top, um i have a feeling it might be hotter, up there though because they get all the, sun, right so our deck is a little shaded and, theirs is just not, um but yeah it would alleviate like a, lot of problems from, from the neighbors but that's the other, thing is like, since they are older people we don't, have, we don't have the sound of children we, don't have any slump of music from, you know like rap or, more commonly in california you get like, mariachi or music, kind of stuff my parents have mariachi, like right next to it, ours were actually supposed to be town, homes as well which is why we were so, messed up, you get upstairs and downstairs yeah, that's handy ac messes up your throat oh, okay, yeah it's been so hot here we didn't, actually open the windows last night, had the ac going and it's set to 72 but, it's still, 75 in my room but that's the thing i, can't imagine how hot their second room, is, if i can't cool mine down and it's gotta, be hotter on the top, it's gotta be because you get more sun, yeah i'm you know like we could have it, way worse, it could be children there could be, there could be music and i'm really, intolerant of music we can't hear any, noise from like, tv and we know their tv is on all the, time because most people just watch tv, all the time so there's that, but uh can't hear any of that noise, there's nothing going through i'm, checking occasionally but there's, nothing going through, it can handle a good amount of layers, especially light ones, um, there's there's a lot worse neighbors we, can have aside from just the stomping, and i'm sure, like there was one time when it was, really really really bad, and you know mike thought that they were, moving it was so bad because everything, was slamming around, i have a feeling they had their, apartment cleaned by somebody, thankfully you don't have neighbors that, party all hours of the night yeah, yeah see used to be one of those [ __ ], kids see i never was i was raised, with set yourself on fire to keep, somebody else warm, i was i was always like inconvenience, yourself, to not be seen or noticed or bother, anyone in any way, and it was mostly because as long as if, somebody's not bothered, then they're not even knowing you exist, and i was very much raised with the idea, of don't let anybody know you exist, so a lot of that is set yourself on fire, for someone else, inconvenience yourself for someone, else's comfort because then they won't, notice you're there, if you're being an inconvenience in any, way then they'll notice you're there and, then you know you're in danger, and no that's not really a healthy way, to raise a child i admit that, but it it's caused a lot of anxiety in, general, but um especially since nobody else is, like that, it's really inconvenient to your own, mental health, to always be very aware that you could, be slightly inconveniencing another, person and how, not okay that is respect when you go, respect but you at that age you and your, friends just had parties and you didn't, never really think about it until later, on in life yeah, yeah and see i was i was very much just, don't make any noise don't inconvenience, anybody don't, don't uh don't be noticeable, at all except for in your absence so, like you know be a really good worker, to the point where they don't, necessarily know what you're doing until, you stop doing it, because you're not there anymore and, then they realize oh that's what was, going on, but aside from that yeah just be, invisible, person that won't hesitate to call the, cops on people, see the problem like i would love to be, like that smooshy but i would just have, in my head that oh my god they're going, to retaliate and i'm going to die, like it just it scares crap out of me, and that that's the problem i'm just, like look if we, if we call the apartment people because, there are quiet times okay, you have to be quiet from it's either, eight or nine i, i feel like it's 9 a.m um, so from from 9 p.m to or from 10, 10 p.m to 9 00 a.m i think is the quiet, times, somewhere in there you have to be quiet, otherwise the the apartment complex, could get you and, we pay a lot in rent i mean it's it's a, lot of money, so you know that's part of living in an, upper scale place it's just, let's see what you do you don't want to, mess with me yes yeah i'm too scared, you know yeah your neighbors joined your, parties oh man, yeah see i'm i'm terrified and because, all i can think of is if we call on them, like they could just stomp all the time, what are we supposed to do, like what are we gonna do if they decide, to retaliate, they could do everything within the law, during those non-quiet times and we, couldn't say anything, right they could be as loud as they, wanted and the complex couldn't say, anything they're in their own house so, it's just like oh, so we were we were too afraid to even, say anything right i need a darker brown, now, and yeah in general they have quieted, down but if, if like like i said i thought mike, thought that they were moving, i thought i think now that they had, somebody cleaning, and somebody that doesn't live here and, realize exactly how loud it is below us, or you know to the people below um, because there was uh you know when, you're older i understand that, you may not be able to clean the way you, used to and, and move things around and get that deep, clean thing going on, makes sense that you might want to hire, somebody to do that, and there was a little note under our, door at some point, of some cleaning service, so you know if they hired them they'd do, a deep clean and it makes a whole bunch, of noise, but if that had continued i mean it was, so bad it was like the entire ceiling, was going to fall down, all day and eventually it stopped during, quiet time so, you have no issues going there and, asking them to be quiet they don't, respond respectfully since they're like, well that was the problem is i had, already sent a note, and again they're older and i'm already, high risk as well i didn't want a, face-to-face kind of thing i only had, one really really horrible neighbor, never actually had to call the cops on, anyone well that's good, yeah see i would just be really scared, the only time we've ever called the cops, was when we were sure we could be, anonymous because most of the time, they're just like oh well who what's, your name and can we, i know i mentioned it but remember in, big bear where there was that person, that was screaming at all hours of the, night and it was like 1am and and we, were just utterly terrified, of what exactly i mean you know he, turned out to be a, one of the neighbors that was drunk and, and the cops were trying to calm him, down or something but like i was scared, like somebody was about to start, shooting, yeah i mean i was terrified, and it's like we we still took a while, to call the cops because it's like well, we have to make sure that we are, anonymous, and nobody knows that it was us because, they could come and do something to us, or the house or the dogs you know we've, had their, there was a string of dog poisonings on, that road, um people leaving food in other people's, yards that was poisoned and the dog, would get to it, before the person even knew or you know, you let your dogs out in the morning and, they go to the bathroom and everything, and you know they were leaving poisoned, food out there and so that was like, terrifying like somebody hates us all of, a sudden they could just kill our dogs, yeah they wouldn't leave you alone, harassed you all the time yeah see, that's, i'm scared of everything as it is again, i was raised so people don't know that i, exist so, causing calling any attention to myself, just scares the crap out of me, which i know is really weird to say as a, streamer because it's all about hey look, at me look at me watch me do things but, yeah it's just, yeah and that's the thing it's like, these are our children, so and i'm pretty sure because we had uh, our neighbor i mean he he was very low, income, and didn't feed the animal very much, very well, but his dog was six years old and, dropped dead, like straight up drop dead and the whole, you know nine yards of vomiting and, everything and i'm just like, do we have any proof this dog wasn't, wasn't poisoned because, it's happened and his dog was outside, all the time i mean, it was a nuisance dog okay it was it was, barking all the time it was an annoying, dog, um so yeah it drew a lot of attention to, itself, and do we have any proof that it wasn't, poisoned no it's death it certainly, acted like it was poisoned, and it's not like he did a necropsy you, have to pay a lot of money for that, so i'm i'm convinced that that dog was, murdered and, i was not going to let that happen to, hours just you know, somebody starts yelling down the street, we're going inside please don't know we, exist, for all intents and purposes this house, is abandoned just stay out of the yard, right, that's how my that's how my parents, always live too like their house looks, abandoned it looks pretty bad because my, dad's only able to do so much, and yeah just don't don't draw any, attention, got worried because you lived there at, the time and the guy was just creepy, showed up at your door at 1 30 am and, just sat there knocking on the door for, at least 30 minutes until the cops got, there yeah see that's terrifying, terrifying i told you about that guy, that was just, standing outside and watching mike play, with the dogs and like cursing to, himself and stuff and like that scared, me for, forever i'm still scared now we don't, even live there anymore, i'm still scared now and we technically, own the house that's the other thing, like if we could just not own the house, anymore that'd be great because then i, could officially, cut emotional ties because i still have, this fear that we're gonna, we're gonna have to go back there, yeah well that's the other thing like, we're but i don't want it to get to that, part smooshy like i mean we, we have that too um you know, both of us in our desk drawer and, everything like but i don't want it to, get to that point, you were terrified and he was your, downstairs neighbor so you knew when you, were home and when you weren't yeah, yeah see that's that's scary and that's, why like i think, the neighbors aren't perfect but there's, so much worse that we could have, maybe we should just stay here right, maybe we should i mean the house is nice, yeah that that's i'm glad you got out of, there because it's so scary, and i really don't want it to get to, that point because you know especially, with the laws, in the state uh smooshy like it's just, even if you're in the right you're not, in the right right, even if everything is legal and up and, up it's still california, yeah and yeah it could be so much worse, like, you know a little old couple generally, kind of more chill like i can't, i can't complain all that much even when, it does like it drives me nuts when, they're so loud but, it could be way worse and i'm starting, to get in my head like yeah, maybe we should just stay, if they're legally allowed to raise our, rent but not a ton, yeah i could have screaming children, above us, that's what i was thinking that day that, it got really mad they're really bad, well she does have her arms bare i, thought she had a shirt and that's later, later in the series i guess do her arms, you have the worst neighbor when you, live in a studio apartment neighbors, that live next to, the house by your apartment scream every, day yeah, yeah and see i'm a loud person so like i, don't know how much they can hear, you think their kid is on the spectrum, though yeah see that's rough, our dogs are bad enough because it's, embarrassing and i can't exactly explain, to the dog like look this is our life, now you have to, you have to conform they're kind of, getting better, and we started spraying them with water, when they bark which they do not, appreciate, the funny thing is they'll like they'll, like bark and then they'll wince because, they know they're going to get sprayed, it's like you could just not bark, you could just you could just not every, day on schedule, these neighbors who basically hot dogs, yeah see, and that's what that's what scares me, you're not allowed to smoke here at all, but we have smelled it one night and, it's like okay it's legal in california, but it's not legal in the complex like, you can't, and yeah that scares the crap out of me, too, because yeah i have cf like i fully, support your right to smoke especially, since it's legal here in california but, it's not in the complex and that's one, of the reasons we moved here, you know we pay a lot of money to be, here, yeah that's there's a lot worse, and like i'm aware of that we had, the the benefit of living in big bear is, that nobody wants to live in big bear, right so since nobody wants to be there, there's an expectation of very very, quiet because it's the forest, there's an expectation of of uh, you know being courteous and kind of, chilling because you've got older people, you've got retired people it's just, it's a more chill atmosphere but here, it's the city, so there's none of that, you know it's it's san diego so there's, an expectation of like hey super chill, california, man we're all just surfers having a good, time it's super chill don't worry about, it man, but that's about it why are you harshing, my buzz man, i'm just looking all the brown things, but yeah i i mean i i smelled it once, and i was just like oh man it's illegal, there's nothing we can do and then, mike's like yeah but it's not legal in, the complex, but again older people less likely to do, that, at least the actual smoking part, you have a buzz off man, and i've lived in california all my life, and the the attitude does, it does change from from area to area, but, i've ver i've definitely lived in the, more hippie sections, um you know sonoma, sonoma is a wine country and so you get, a lot of more, the the high high class kind of, but they're all tourists so they all, have the snooty kind of expectation of, yes we're going to go and we're going to, have a wine tasting and have the most, fancy cheeses, like yeah okay you don't like the smell, of cigarettes but you don't mind the way, that marijuana smells, tommy chong was your neighbor your, parents, yeah well my parents have two but like i, hated this i hated it and i couldn't, stand it, i couldn't stand the smell and of course, you know but with the cf i can't stand, anything like i can't even have, um you know perfumes of any kind or, anything like that and thankfully we, don't smell much of that, you can smell like their food if your, window's over when you can smell their, food i'm pretty sure they febreze, like every week because i can smell it, if our or if the windows are open, because it's hot, but it's not hot enough you know you can, smell that kind of perfumey febreze kind, of smell, um but like my sister-in-law her house, has those, those laid plug-in things and, like she she removes them when we come, but, i mean you need to remove them days, before not, the instant i get there right because, it's not cleared out or anything, so i just end up like wheezing the, entire time yeah, yeah it makes sense for me like my, parents used to lock themselves away and, everything and, you know they used to have incense too, so they kind of do incense and, i was just like man that instance you, have is disgusting and they're like, you're dumb i know okay you're the one, that raised me though so you let me be, dumb that's that's not, my fault yeah plug-ins are way too, strong and it just, all the time the whole time i'm there, it's just another reason i don't like, leaving my house because your house, smells funny, right everybody else's house smells, funny, uh okay she's got a red shirt she's got, a she's got a reddish brown, skirt thing going on and she's got blue, pants, which are probably b, 5 28, 5 28 is this one, yeah the the plugins are just way too, strong and i end up, choking like the whole time it's like, i'm gonna go outside and i am not an, outdoor boy, right i am not an outdoor person at all, but, if your house smells like glade plug-ins, suddenly i am, we got to the point um where basically, if we go over, my brother and sister law and in law, they live in uh in tucson, so basically at this point we'll just, we'll just drive over there, for the six hours or whatever it is i, think it's six now, um we'll drive over we'll we'll, say hey and and hang out or whatever but, then we'll we'll drive back home like, we neither of us can sleep there anyway, so it doesn't really make sense to even, try, and then we'll just go home, yeah it's like you're your house smells, funny i mean i get what you're going, with, you're trying to make it smell like you, know lavender or something but a i hate, lavender and b, i'm dying, it's like instant sore throat, but it's not like you can spend a whole, lot of time outside because it's tucson, and it's a thousand degrees outside, sleeper is awake welcome floor good, morning, what time is it yeah okay, i like when people come in exactly when, it's time for a break, always makes me chuckle welcome i'm, going on a break, this is darker than i expected it to be, but it's fine, once we put the shading in and, everything it's going to get darker, anyway so, that's the thing the paper that you use, matters and of course coloring books, always have different paper, so even if i'm choosing the color that i, think is going to be light enough it, won't necessarily be, on whatever paper the book is you just, kind of have to accept it, right, especially since there's only so many, light colors you can get, i notice there's a lot of water-based, markers out there that are just like, super saturated, and super pretty like that there's, there's a marker called kieran or karen, or something like that, and they look great but they're super, saturated and i'm just like well but i, need, light layers i need super light layers, of things, council of crafty yeah, i think that's the only no she's got, blue here but it's a different blue, it's a different blue, i think splinters from my desk, rude supposed to be finished well it's, not finished, so she's got blue, here, here, what i wanted to do is paint these, desktops a weathered, a weathered white, because everything in my room is kind of, white but i think with the, wood grain it would look good if it were, sort of weathered gray, but i need to wait until i get another, desktop, because obviously i can't take, everything off of this it was in dune, nice, you haven't seen that movie in a long, time, and i'm not sure i ever read the books i, don't remember my dad read it a lot, like his literal his little avatar name, is duncan, you know screen name i guess, all right so i'm gonna take i'm gonna, take a break i will be right back it's, been two hours and that's usually what i, do we're gonna color, the rest of her outfit and then maybe, maybe we'll go back to paint, um he does duncan xl but, probably because of fireball xl5 like he, combines the two, but yeah i'll be right back all right, i'm back also they do are doing a remake, of it, they're doing a remake of dune already, in production, thank you, oh just trying to get siri to come back, in here and he didn't wanna, just make a movie before lynch, in the book asked what the gist of it, was and decided to make a totally insane, drug trip of a movie, oh wow normal things, okay look out for your little paws, he's a good boy all right so did i, recolor the i don't think i did, we got her skin color in there, do her little armor skirt thing, thanks i slammed the door so hard that, my microphone picked it up, because it wasn't me, i didn't know that either uh okay so, she's got a red shirt on so it's, probably, go with this red because i have a, feeling it'll be darker, 85 yeah that's what i'm saying like this, uh, this apartment complex is super, everything is really thin walls and it, was supposed to be condos, right like you would have to actually, pay for this, if these are like documentary about it, very entertaining we even got salvador, dali on board at one point well that, would be a drug trip of a thing then, we got dolly up there, i just saw the elgato thing because, that's what the, camera's running through and it reminded, me that i'm redoing my animal crossing, town again, because like part of me was just like, well maybe i don't want to play it, because i i'm kind of bored with the, town set up so i'm redoing it again, making it sort of like a forested valley, type thing, and the houses are going to be a little, weird yeah right, and you smoosh you would be like what, i'm making it's sort of like a forested, valley type thing and then, like the the houses are kind of near the, um near the resident surfaces kind of, like we, we got there and we we set up the camp, thing and just kind of made, um house things near, just kind of made house things near the, uh the resident services in a sort of, stair to kind of, kind of like carving out plots of land, as you need them so it's like oh well, this person wants to move let's just put, um, here and you know there's a valley on, each side because, the way that my map started and all the, other maps, you know from all the other games is, there's always, there's always hills and stuff in the, back and i kind of wanted to change it, so, that there's hills on the side and, and then i you know built that gigantic, stair step thing which i mean looks, great i really enjoyed playing on it but, i played on it for a long time right, um so i kind of wanted it to be, so that the hills are different and then, i didn't really want to put, everybody's houses in the hills and, stuff because i really do like, i do like when they're all together i, think it makes it more neighborhood like, and they do kind of express that the, animals like being with each other, and like being around each other and, they like the city feel because, at one point she's just like hey there's, too many trees, still haven't had a proper tour of the, first island yeah, oh man yeah i know cause you you haven't, made it over yet and the only time rin, came over was on accident when she met, the port to somebody and like it's, changed four times then, yeah it's like 200 trees and that's it, filmmaker in general he made the famous, cult movie el toppo oh really, um i mean i think you can see it on some, of my streams smooshy because those, those are on those are on youtube you, can go back in and kind of see, i every time i take everything apart i'm, just like i should have done an actual, walk through, instead of just the streams i should, have done an actual walk through, of the town before i took it apart but i, always think of that like halfway, through taking it apart, it's too late right i should do it when, i'm finished and excited about it before, i start to hate it and need to change it, again, um because that would be smart but since, when i do it do i do anything smart, but yeah at some point she says that, she's like hey there's too many trees, and people are getting lost and i'm just, like um, that was the point little dog so, i had to take some of them down and it, bugged the crap out of me, and because i was going for forest, right, i didn't want i want to go i don't know, exactly what cottage core, is but i learned that term and, i think it has to do with foresty kind, of, wildernessy feelings which is what i, want, and i realized that they don't allow you, to have enough of the, like white wood stuff so i thought of, going back to brownwood, to go with the pine trees and everything, and then i wanted, a more random dirt path, kind of thing so i thought of all these, different elements that i want to put, together, okay so she has she has, this part this part is a darker brown, kind of like i don't like these wrap, things i did these a little too dark, maybe 9.77, try that 977, 92 one, that one okay, 77 and then the other one is sort of a, reddish brown i don't know what that one, would be, i might have to add that with pencil, because i only have so many markers, right, i have all the ones that are available, but, not every color but it's fine because, this is just the, regular base layer, and we'll base in all the colors and, then we'll put in some more of the paint, so it doesn't look so, crappy when i take that the thumbnail, picture, because i'm not a bait and switch person, my my thumbnail is basically exactly, what we're doing, you either want to click on it or you, don't a lot of people seem to like the, last episode that we did with the, mythographic paradise i think that's, because it's a new book, though and they more just wanted to see, the flip through and there's a thousand, people just flipping the book but i did, anyway, and complained about it because that's, who i am, that's the kind of show we do, this part is brown, that part is also brown, that's her hand, it's kind of the same brown on her axe, usually what i do is i try and make sure, that i finish the previous, previous, streams um coloring before, i start another stream, so i did do that, all right sort of a sort of a reddish, sure i have that color do i have, something i can do and then, put on top, 47 maybe 47 is going to be even darker, though, let's see we'll do it live right, i didn't plan out any colors because, that's what professionals do we just, wing it, i think they have those dressers that's, like a big cupboard, because you hear that kind of thing, closing a lot, i wish you hear that kind of thing, slamming a lot too but, yeah if you didn't see i did mention it, earlier but if you didn't see i did get, the electronic die cut machine, and i got a couple days ago but i i, didn't get a chance to play with it, until yesterday, and um we'll have to play with that on, stream at some point i think i, scheduled it for, september something, but i think i have to come up with a, project because the the regular art, streams they don't really, they don't really do very well analytics, wise which i mean it's fine you all, don't have to like everything i do, but um it would be nice because that's, how i make money, be nice if everybody enjoyed everything, i do, but, i was thinking we could do some more, alcohol ink stuff and then maybe die cut, it and then, i have to come up with a project because, usually i've been, i've been making a lot of elements of, things, like i got the pina wakely gloss sprays, which are really fun to play with, they're an acrylic acrylic spray acrylic, paint spray, super fun to play with but i've also, been making elements of things instead, of just finished projects, you know kind of like kind of like my, daily stamp thing, they're not going on projects yet well, screw analytics well i mean that's, that's, that's a nice thing to say when you, don't need the money from the analytics, though, i mean analytics are a little important, when you actually need to get paid, and if you don't get views you don't get, paid they'll get views and likes you, just don't get paid, um i do actually need people to watch, the things, no yeah it doesn't really doesn't really, work like that when it's your job thor, it would be nice but it doesn't actually, work like that, um, so yeah i need to i need to think of an, actual project because i think that's, part of the problem is like we're not, actually making anything, and i think from several of the random, streams that we've done in just random, art things and kind of playing with, stuff, if we took together a lot of the things, that we've made, and made a finished project that would, be interesting i just have to come up, with it, but hang out if you don't have much to, say yeah every view definitely helps, it definitely helps you watch all the, things well i i definitely appreciate it, i do the weird thing is it looks like, she has a belt thing here but she, doesn't actually have a belt thing there, unless it's in shadow where they just, drew it i don't know, but yeah youtube has yet to pay me, and according to the support email it, should, it should go through like once it you, know, there's some sort of authenticating, process or whatever, he was saying and then once that goes, through i, should actually get paid but i i don't, know, i don't know it's taken an entire year, to get to the point where, i've made enough money that they might, actually send me a check but, again i haven't gotten there yet so, haven't actually gotten paid, which paid me though which paid me, yesterday which is good because that's, how i got the die cut machine in the, first place right, i knew that when money was coming and, then it actually did nice when it shows, up, what is this it's just in shadow on this, picture so, i guess it doesn't matter what color i, color it because, it's just going to be shaded, so i'm going with that this is blue, this is fur so that's our fur color here, the darker one 990, or 942 942 is darker okay so this is the, third texture, yeah that's a problem with two different, audiences too is is each, each platform wants different things, so even if it does well over here it, might not do well over there etc etc, um but technically the audience over on, youtube is a lot bigger there's 3 500, people over there, in theory but only about 20 of them, actually watch the shows but, okay okay so we've got this for, here, but you know dreamers gotta hustle, i get it i like it but i get it, yeah see youtube click the links watch, the stuff, turn your ads on for the love of god, like comment subscribe all that boring, youtube crap that we have to bake, through, beg for now even though before when i, started this whole thing years and years, ago, back in my day we didn't have to do that, now we all must please our overlords the, almighty algorithm, okay so the rest of this i think is, silver no this part this part, this part is a sort of, considering how these colors came out, i'm just going to do the the fur color, and then i'm going to darken it when i, actually color it because, otherwise it's just going to be too dark, and it's going to blend in too much with, that, and then the rest is silver, because it's metal, she's got the spikes on her skirt he's, got, he's got her pauldrons, got fur here, and then we'll do the second coat on the, background and try and get rid of some, of these lines, you guys want to see me try clouds again, because i've been trying to learn clouds, recently, and it's surprising because you like you, look at clouds and you think hey man, clouds are simple because it's just, poofies, but it's not because if you just go, poofies you either sort of like blend, too much, or not enough and like it's it's really, weird, really weird trying to do clouds okay so, i need a silver, sort of a cold gray though, maybe n75 i think that's the one i use, all the time, because we can you can always darken, stuff up but you can't really lighten it, up once you've made it dark, right it's not going anywhere, water-based markers are pretty much, they're pretty much done you put them on, there they're not going anywhere, alcohol if you make it too dark you can, usually push it out of the way with a, lighter color, but, yeah i posted it in discord the picture, that i want to do it's technically from, the tv, show but what happens is you get the, first movie, then you get defenders of burke, or no you get riders of burke defenders, of burke, dragons race to the edge then you get, the second movie and then you get the, third movie, pretty sure that's all of them like two, tv series that were on, um cartoon network and then there's, another tv series that is from netflix, and then you get the second movie and, the third movie it's basically as, they're growing up, right and the ones on cartoon network, had, the the shoe stringiest budget you've, ever seen like they could, they could barely afford to render the, actual dragons that they're writing let, alone anything else, it's it's terribly terribly dumb but, it's a good story right so you don't, really care, a little worried about how this is going, to come out streakwise, i'm trying to go fast, big and loud maybe that'll help yeah it, does, trying to go fast i'm concentrating i, promise big and loud go, go go go go go go, okay because we're gonna cover it with, pencil i know it looks like crap fine, everything looks like crap until you fix, it, very few people i think can make, everything look nice to start with um, yeah this is technically from the second, movie so she's about 20 something i, think, 21 is what they are in the second movie, that didn't go through did it ooh her, shirt kind of did, but it's just shadowed it'll be fine, there's a really bright color, i only did one layer on that too, i hear mike talking about when he's, talking to, i'd be on the phone i know he was, talking to his headset a lot, it's kind of like me with the ring fit, except for the ring fit i was yelling at, it because i was so like exhausted, it's got like a sort of storyline thing, where it kind of personifies, the ring and so i was kind of yelling at, it i'm just like dude, i'm dying, i forgot what i was saying probably, wasn't important, very rarely what i say is important i, missed a piece of fur here, alright we'll fix it, you see we don't stress about anything, it's just coloring i'll stress, this one i get the emails from them but, i haven't bought a coloring class in a, long time but there's this one coloring, class, and every single email comes with like, these life-affirming reaffirming things, about oh yeah if you tell yourself bad, things and you've failed before you even, begun and, well i'm just like people need to stop, taking coloring so seriously, it's like calm calm down calm down, it's paper and and marker like just, stuff, there's so many things to be worried, about in real life, so many things that are actually a, threat and you're afraid of paper like, could just, okay, i think i think the reason that it, bothers me is i wish, yeah it's very hippy-dippy kind of thing, and it's it, but i wish that i could be worried about, coloring i wish that coloring, was the worst thing in my life that i, could worry about and be, like i'm sorry i just have so many more, problems than coloring, or messing something up or coloring, badly or turning you know, the picture not turning out the way i, wanted it to i wish that was a concern, so many more things to be scared about, and worried about like i'm just, please can i have your problems because, they are seriously not very bad, grass is always greener or something i, guess because holy crap, i would love to be worried about it, and you're like oh well you know i'm, just starting out that's why i'm worried, it's like dude i've, i've been the just starting out person, and i still couldn't give a crap, right koi like can i have your life, because seriously you must live a, charmed one to be worried about, coloring, uh where was the red thing on here, like you must live a very charmed life, to be so concerned, about a coloring picture not coming out, and i want to be right there with you, her headband is brown i'm gonna do that, because i forgot it was in there, it's really hard to see until you color, it and they're like ah, i've i've been just starting out person, too and i just took the picture, put it in the bin okay, this is crap, i hate this, every time i get one of those emails, because you know they they send a new, email every time they put out a coloring, class which is understandable that's her, job, bottom of the axe is her dressy armor, who we're talking about, this, looks like it's a little pouch or, something, you look at the picture oh i'm looking, at the picture and there's no light on, it, so i'm just gonna color it brown, it looks like it's a little pouch or, something yeah i forgot about it for a, second, maybe it's her helmet shim wear her, helmet, they all had helmets they don't wear it, but, since you can't see it in the picture, we're just going to shadow it, because like yeah if you look at other, angles and stuff because i have a couple, other angles of just this outfit i, have the whole turnaround of the outfit, but yeah it's it's so dark that it, really isn't going to matter, hey wolf like here it's an actual, challenge, try not to shake this too much so now, i'm gonna do like more around her body, do more around her body so it's not so, gross okay, yeah it's it's just, like the the class thing like she does, one-on-one, one-on-one teaching and everything i, have a really hard time learning, in a class kind of setting anyway so, while i have bought some classes i, didn't really get much from it, but that doesn't mean she's a bad, teacher or anything it's just i i'm bad, at, learning that way i just didn't really, get much out of it so i haven't bought, any, any more than the ones i initially did, but i get the emails all the time and, they're always full, of just like reaffirming and encouraging, kind of you know the facebook kind of, posts of you know, there's a light at the end of the tunnel, perspiration is i don't know, all of those kind of things that you see, on the you know the you know because, only moms use facebook now, you know moms and and people trying to, sell mlm companies, like herbal things and whatever, you see a lot of that encouragement kind, of stuff and i'm just layered like, it's coloring y'all so it's settle down, not gonna not gonna change the world if, you know where the shadows go, really not just settle down do your best, or not because it really doesn't matter, and move on but it makes me chuckle, every time i see him because it's like, men, i want those problems i want that life, where it's even, even a concern to be upset about it, i just cannot care enough about a hobby, or to make me lose my mind that i need a, reaffirming picture or a, a mindful lesson for today to be, present in our coloring journey what now, calm down karen, we try not to laugh at you try not to, laugh at this or the hippy dippy stuff, the funny thing is my therapist she was, very hippy dippy and part of that was, because like she's uh she's a, psychologist so they have to kind of, come up since they're not actual doctors, they can't prescribe you things, so they have to kind of come up with, ways for you to get over stuff, without medicating the crap out of you, which i mean is good because mike didn't, want me medicated at all, so but a lot of it was just you know, a lot of it was a little bit more flitty, and and kind of, be present in your own experience and, really feel your journey and i'm like, feel my what now, what are we talking about, but yeah like it it if coloring, stressing you out so much like maybe you, shouldn't do it dude like, it's supposed to be the antithesis of, stressful, you're doing it wrong calm down the, whole, the whole point is to calm down it says, on most of them like coloring for, mindfulness whatever that means, reminds you of ghost world where the art, teacher shows a super pretentious art, movie about wearing his hippie outfits, um i really wanted to show you this, movie because i feel like it's just so, much about the kind of person who i am, how about some yeah exactly how about, some escapism maybe, like it's supposed to be, like your your chill out thing and, you're making it so stressful you need, mindfulness emails all the time like wow, dude, like if it's that bad just color, mandalas and stuff those are super, boring on purpose, it's it's on purpose supposed to, literally take, no thought whatsoever because that's the, whole point you're supposed, you know you're not supposed to think, when you're meditating chill out, oh my picture didn't come out, it's fine my mandala is done, there you go you know like half of the, time they have a made in sand so you can, just throw them away at the end of it, like that's the whole point, the whole point is the activity not the, finished product you take it you throw, it away, which is easier what it's saying you, just vacuum it, that's why these things were created, dude calm down, but hey you know if that's the most, stressful thing in your life i'm just, saying can we switch places for like 20, minutes, because i would like to not be terrified, of everything in my life all the time, especially when i know because i've had, the therapy it's all rational fears, it's all rational logical perfectly, thought out terrifying stuff, yeah the point is to calm your inner, [ __ ] not to start up some more, like maybe this isn't the hobby for you, if it causes anxiety to take out a, box of crayons dude chill out, that's why i like the sand stuff because, people are like well what do you do, afterwards you take your vacuum and you, suck it up like just, that's why it's like that you don't get, to make it permanent you don't get to, seal it you don't get no, you take it and you get rid of it, because the whole point was to chill, your mind and not have to think about, anything, i don't think about anything when i, color and i certainly don't when i'm, streaming because i really turn off my, brain, you can tell by most of the crap that i, say and then immediately forget that i, said it, somebody's just like hey that thing you, mentioned i mentioned a thing, i don't know that's the whole point, that's why like you can listen to audio, books and stuff while you do this, you don't need your brain at all you, just, shut it off stop for a while maybe, that's why i don't need to drink, because you know i don't i don't need, that kind of stuff to, to chill out and escape for a while, the whole point is to shut that brain, off stop thinking for five seconds, stop worrying about all the crap that's, going on in real life, and just put colors on a page and if, they don't come out you take it throw it, away, it reminds me a nerdy crafter cause like, part of her show is literally just, chucking it behind her and she you know, does the sound effect of glass breaking, it just makes me think i play it in my, head right, there you go, and sometimes her sister's sitting, behind her and she hits her sister in, the face you know, normal sibling stuff i suppose, this is like super gross i didn't even, wash it out but, i'll make sure it gets on bigger parts, here because the problem is, is that you need a couple layers of this, stuff and we're gonna, i'm going to paint on top of it but i, want to make sure that i have an even, base, right, i want to paint as much as i can with, the bigger bigger brush, saves us some time how much time do we, have, another ah hour and a half time is hard, time is hard, yeah it was really weird in therapy, because it was very much like, kind of learning around some of the, hippy dippy stuff, because i'm just like i'm sorry i just, can't be that you know aware of my, presence, in the universe because that's, terrifying i'm sorry i was like ooh you, were one with the universe, but you know how big that is do you know, how tiny, how infinitesimally small you actually, are in the grand scheme of the universe, i'm sorry that's pretty demoralizing, literally nothing you do matters at all, to anything maybe maybe maybe you make, it a little bit smaller, maybe maybe chill out your global, consciousness a little bit, so something you do matters, about your presence in your community or, your presence in your family's life, that's that's a little bit more, which buddhist monks make these gigantic, mandalas build for two weeks, and then swoosh it's gone yeah yeah, wiping it wiping it away, represents a new self and a renewed, beginning exactly like the whole point, of it was the process the entire thing, was the journey didn't y'all read enough, of those books, you know the the journey the important, part of it was the journey not the, destination, that's kind of how coloring is like, you're not trying to make a masterpiece, the entire point is the journey, and the enjoyment of getting there, and yeah okay sometimes it's great to, have the art and everything but, sometimes you can just shut your brain, off, and it's a lot more helpful if you're, not trying for a masterpiece at the end, of it if you're not trying for a, finished book, full of wonderfulness like sex should be, the journey exactly, i mean that's the one that would bring, that up of course, i'm here for it i'm just saying i'm not, surprised, but yeah the the real the real magic is, the friends we've made along the way, i mean you know i'm not saying it's cool, not to be sentimental about stuff i'm, just saying, like don't don't take the, don't take the things that are literally, created not to be serious, and make them serious like that's that's, not cool either, it's not cool to be stressed out about, stuff, that's just society telling you you, should be worried about stuff, a lot more things to be worried about a, lot more things to be afraid of, i guess that's why i can't be, competitive with stuff because i just, don't care enough i can't, yeah yeah it's not about the finish but, it's about how you get there, you know as long as you had fun getting, there the journey of doing it, yeah i think that's why i can't be, competitive about stuff because i really, don't care who you know, i really don't care who wins or how it, turns out i just you know want to have, the fun of playing it or doing it, the journey of it i think that's why you, olivia so it's just a constant journey, yeah, yeah and it doesn't stop because they, keep adding stuff, so even when you think you're done with, your character and you're like oh well i, guess i can't be with them anymore then, they add something new and it's like hey, i get to play with them again, best example yeah yeah i mean there's a, there's it's a it's an entire genre it's, you know it's called the the quest you, know there's there's the romance and, then there's, comedy and tragedy and all of that stuff, but yeah it's it's literally just, just about the journey, it's like you can see every coloring, page, to be just about the journey, and like sure if the destination's great, then that's cool and maybe you can, remember the journey that you had from, looking at the finished product, but if you hate the finished product and, or you didn't enjoy the journey or, whatever just, throw it away doesn't matter, you know none of this none of this stuff, is sacred, and it you know it shouldn't be it's, it's just paper, those of you that are religious you're, not supposed to be worshiping false, idols up in here, oh my god my my super precious coloring, book dude, settle down settle down, gonna be okay if you screw it up, it's gonna be okay, i mean it's more fun when it's going, well but that doesn't mean that, a you can't turn it around that's why, road movies are great yeah, yeah it's all about the journey, because usually once they get to the, place like like that the harold and, kumar thing once they get to the place, it's really boring, right like you know you actually get to, the white castle like, the whole point was was getting there, like in stand by me do they even, actually get to the dead body they're, trying to find, mostly just the journey of them doing it, like you know this is the stupidest, thing for us to go on a quest for, well it's fine because we didn't need to, get there the whole point was getting, there, and all the stuff that happens in, between, like you can't have good memories like i, finished i finished a couple coloring, pages that we've done to, together and it's like oh yeah i, remember the stream and that was really, fun, when we did this and this and this but, and also remember when things are just, crap and you're like whoops, remember that time i shouldn't have done, that yeah, you can learn more from your journey, than from the finished page, and the problem is this takes like 16, layers but it's going to look so much, better when it's not all choppy, you know for that all-important youtube, thumbnail, gets people to click on the videos and, figure out what we're doing, yeah take a breath, and i don't know anytime anytime there's, color involved i just can't have, anything but fun, to play with color i like colors okay, maybe it makes me a simple person, but i can't stress about stuff, especially when there's colors involved, my shirt's a rainbow for a reason i mean, this is a pride one too but there's that, this is specifically my pride twitch, shirt but still whoa, move by david lynch called the straight, story old dude wants to get in strange, brother he had a fight with decades ago, when he finally gets there, this is sit on a bench and look at the, stars for a moment but the movie was, about him taking the trip to, on his lawnmower and meeting people, along the way and learning and teaching, about life yeah, yeah see, yeah see, i like how i made the horizon line thing, and then i just straight up painted over, it, you know like a professional, professional streamer i mean that's why, that's the joke, you know we're not trying to be, professional here we're not trying to be, the fanciest best because that was, stressful i've tried to do that before, i've tried to be the the be, all and end all i want to be the person, that you know somebody comes to, for blank it's stressful as hell because, a, you're probably not ever going to be, that person and b like who, like why why do you need to be why do, you need to be the authority on anything, you don't it's fine, you know it's part of a message board, and i was the copic person if somebody, had a question they would come to me, about copics and, why do i care i don't know i cared and, then i just got tired of caring, i got tired of giving a crap and that's, not to say like i, mind when people ask questions because, of course i don't, but i don't need to keep up with being, the one, that people come to with questions, i'm just a person on the internet what, the hell do i know right, everybody's you know everybody's just a, person on the internet, they're from those countries where they, don't have the internet but you know, what i mean, i'm not an authority on anything and i, don't want to be an authority on, anything, i'm just a dude on the internet that, makes videos, it makes posts on a message board at the, time because i don't think i was making, videos then, i had my blog for a long ass time but, it's only like 2005., i almost think it's weird when people, are like oh well so-and-so says well who, the hell are they, it's how to train your dragon my, favorite uh oh which how to train my, dragon and how to train your dragon is, my favorite, um, hmm, probably race to the edge, probably i don't it's it's hard because, they're all pretty good, but i think race to the edge, because that's got a lot of world, building in it that's got a lot of stuff, going on there's there's a lot of funny, moments, like a lot there's some cute moments, there's a lot of like good lessons in, there, and then after that maybe the second, movie, because like i know there's sad stuff in, it but, there's sad stuff in all of them so, there's that but you don't have the, world building of the first one because, it takes forever to like explain stuff, and like that that's the problem with, first movies and the weird thing is like, sequels usually aren't that good, because everybody's like well it needed, to be as good as the first movie well, the first movie is usually setting up, the world so there's a lot of just, starting with stuff that's why i like uh, jurassic park ii better than jurassic, park one because like you, you already know how the dinosaurs got, there you already had the big reveal of, the dinosaurs you already had all that, so you just basically get to dinosaurs, and storytelling, instead of world building, you think it takes a long time in, jurassic park uh the movie, it takes a lot longer jurassic park the, book, because i've read the book many times it, takes a long time to, start parking hurry up, can we hurry up in dino park already, because it's just wow, but you know the second one just it, starts right off it's like hey dinosaurs, yeah because you already know, right, you've already had the big exposition, the only exposition they have to do, is why the second part right why are we, telling another story in this world but, we don't have to world build for you, so i think i like sequels a lot more a, lot of the time, like i like lion king two better line, game one, i like jurassic park ii better than, jurassic park one, i don't know that i like fallen kingdom, better than i like jurassic world, got stuck clicking on watercolors i'm, sorry, this is a very specific niche thing to, be stuck watching, we're looking at, um, what else do i like better, i mean the the thing is they didn't have, to retread very much, from how to train your dragon one to two, to three they didn't really have to, retread a lot so, each one is a pretty good independent, story so that's that's pretty good, i think i like kung fu panda two better, than kung fu panda one but kung fu panda, three is fantastic, like the kung fu panda can do no wrong, i'm sorry i just can't, um we'll stop buying as many plastic, water pumps yeah i mean that makes sense, well i can tell you this beast is pretty, damn good like just i mean it's gigantic, it's purple, and um it's got a little sleepy thing, it also has a screw top but i had a hard, time screwing it because my, my hands don't work very well so like it, just kept like flying off because i, couldn't re-thread it very well, so i'm just like, i'm not good at washing out my brushes, but see it looks better now that we're, putting in the blue i'm just trying to i, need to do this part but some of this is, still wet, movies are great we'll see three is is, good because, um it's at the end of the the second one, so it's not really a spoiler but three, is good because uh poe sees his father, his actual father, not his goose father your father the, goose just told you you were adopted, as a head, i think madagascar is still a really, good movie think two and three were just, kind of okay, so there's that madagascar was kind of, the better the first one was kind of the, better one, um i think shrek one and two were good, but i think three was just gonna ah, it was four, there's four right it is four i think so, if the cold water is nami is that you, might as well invest in a water, dispenser and cool yeah i mean that, makes sense, yeah i definitely like i usually like, sequels better, just because they don't have to set up, the premise you already know it i think, that's why fanfic works so much and why, people bother, bother with alternate universe fanfic, because it's like well if you're gonna, rebuild an entire world what's the point, why don't you just write an original, story it's because you don't have to, character build, people already know who the characters, are even if you're changing like a, little bit about them like they're, they're, setting you know their nature or their, nurture not their nature, even if you're even if you're changing, that, like it's still sam and dean even though, it's not right it's still the, relationship that you know because you, know the characters, even if it's not the same setting so you, don't have to character build even if, you're world building, unless you get more views that way if, you call it supernatural fanfic, but i think that's you know that's the, point is you don't you don't have to, world build anymore because, you've already you're already aware of, that, but they didn't have to introduce us to, astrid, asteroid and roughnut and tuffnut and, and hiccup and and the whole idea of, their island, you know it's quasi vikings because it's, not actually vikings but sort of, and still the best joke in the series is, astrid, astrid's aunt or whatever being tied to, a boat and being set off into the sunset, to fall off the edge of the world and i, don't think it worked because she just, came back from the other direction, still the best joke in the series, i don't think it worked i don't know, what happened, but yeah because the you know the second, one of course didn't have to go through, the whole dragon training thing because, we already know how that happens, and the only thing they had to do was, kind of summarize if you didn't see the, tv shows of what happened because, between one and two, all the tv series has happened so you, have to kind of summarize like okay, where did he get this sword thingy, where did he get all this stuff why does, you know why does he have this flight, suit all of a sudden well it's not, actually all of a sudden he went and, tested it for like, ever and fell a lot and yeah, i asked her in the background, basically her face through the whole, thing, but if you didn't see the tv series then, you would kind of have to be told that, in the second one so there's like a, little bit of it but not much, in the hello why hasn't he taken over, the tribe yet well because he hasn't, been here for a while, he's been off on his own island doing, his own [ __ ], now he's got to relearn the whole, dynamics and stuff and take over his, chief, well no that's i mean not really, the whole premise of the the whole, premise of the show is that they're, actually, trying to find other dragons, and when they're trying to find a whole, bunch of stuff but no it wasn't about, being wild or anything it was, literally the the hero's journey kind of, stuff and it's just we can't get back, home, and be doing this kind of searching for, uh, searching for the other dragon species, and then they find this thing called, dragon eye, which is supposed to be like a whole, bunch of maps, for how to get to the places and it's, just too damn far, like things it's too damn far back to, burke, so they needed to establish their own, home base and that didn't really end up, well, and yeah they eventually go home, you know because politics, that's a problem like you you'll make, friends too but you'll make enemies and, they just found way too many people for, them to handle on their own because, they're still like six kids, you know they're still i think in the, show they're, 15 through 15 through 19 and then you, get season or then you get the second, movie where they're 20-21 depending on, because they weren't all born at the, same time, they're still actual children for the, most part, but not in quasi-viking society, because you know by the time you're 20, you're supposed to be married with three, kids already so, then come back to the island and get, jobs and, stuff like that, the apartment painting is boring which, is why i usually don't do it on street, i don't know why i decided to do it, yeah more about the fact that he can't, you can't leave the, you can't leave the tribe and go on your, quest if you're the leader of said tribe, it doesn't really work, his dad would do his dad would do, voyages but they were usually too, usually to go on you know raids and wars, and stuff like that and this whole point, was, you know if i was going to run the tribe, we wouldn't be doing that, but i also can't find all the other, dragons and find the answers to all, these uh mysteries and stuff, if i'm supposed to be running everything, when you know you're so busy as it is, but then after the second movie he, doesn't really have a choice, problem with being the son of the king, you don't always get a choice, i don't think of what other series is i, like the second one better than the, first one, because it's a lot actually like the, more i think about it, there are some that were very good like, i don't like the the little mermaid two, but like lilo and stitch, two was not as good as the first one, i don't know, it's hard though because a lot of the, times unless it was in production at the, same time, like the same the same crew didn't, necessarily work on it, kind of like like not even the b team, you get like the c team, and they're just not as good, but the animation's not as good and the, storyline is not as good and you're kind, of like well, clearly the good team moved on, which is mean to say but you know, sometimes it's true, i forgot what i was going to say fine, usually what i was going to say isn't, very important anyway, what's wrong with this part how long has, this taken like forever, no it's been 15 minutes it's fine, it's forever no it actually is, being very sloppy just because only the, first layer, it's not going to cover very well anyway, because like i said this stuff is mostly, water and chalk, that's why it's so gritty it's like, diatomaceous earth or something, which is a fun word to know and say, i'm gonna have to draw the horizon line, back in, how's my hand shaking, it hit the edge of the lid thing this is, just a lid for the yogurt that i used to, eat, breakfast i had to keep them because it, works as free pallets right, i think it's covered in paint you just, peel it up, like that neat paint skin obviously i'm, not going to take the whole thing off, because there's paint on it right now, i accidentally missed mixed too much of, the paint for the picture that we did, last week um i i made it purple i swear, it's purplish in real life, it's just a really dark purple to the, point where it looks black, but i was just like man it looks really, black in the picture but it's, it's it's got purple in it, but i accidentally mixed too much, because i put too much black in, the blacks are really black which is, good, that's what you want if you're you're, painting with black you don't have to do, 15 layers because, you can't get it to cover but, you're trying to mix the black it was it, was kind of rough, get some of this in, we can work on her face a little bit, make her not so blotchy i think it, i think the way the paper takes the, blender it kind of makes it look blotchy, you get some of the some books like that, i know mouse guard was like that it, didn't like the the blender it doesn't, like any water, like i don't use watercolor or anything, on books but it didn't it didn't really, like any water, even the blender thing because it has, like a little bit of water in it it's, mostly glycerin and, uh and alcohol but it does have some, water in it, i just don't some papers that they use, it just doesn't appreciate it, i like amazon paper always takes water, really weird, one of the reasons i don't use amazon, paper i saw a video of somebody who's, just like, how i color on amazon paper it's like, how i color on amazon paper is you take, it, throw it away how i do it, take it throw it away, no i'll use the amazon print so i'll cut, the pictures out and use them in the, in art journals and stuff i don't, usually color on it because, i mean you can make every paper work but, i don't want to, right like that that was the whole thing, i was saying is like if you're not, enjoying the journey, there's no point in getting to the, destination and that's just what, that's what i came to it's just like i, don't i don't enjoy the journey of, coloring on this paper because it's just, look makes my co my copics look like bl, and it's not fun to color with and i'm, just like lit and it's like what is the, point, what is the point i'm not enjoying the, journey why bother getting there, i go because you got a finished picture, it's like yeah but i hated every second, of it, that's not what i'm coloring for i'm, coloring to enjoy the journey and the, process and, and sorting things out that's why you, know it's fine that sometimes things, take 632 000 years to finish, because most of it except for that very, like rush to the edge like, you're right you're right at the end of, almost being done and you're just kind, of like, done that's when i start to get, impatient it's like okay i've only got a, few more details let's just do this, i was doing that the other day with the, the mythographic paradise one because i, you know i was fine spending the time, and painting out the clouds and doing, what i was doing is perfectly fine, when i got to those last few seagulls, i'm just like, done done notice how much my arm shakes, look 230 pounds freaking scale, and yes i'm blaming the scale not all, the food that i eat, the scale doesn't have to sit there and, tell the truth, i want like buff arms i want to be like, yeah, look at that beefy arm that's the kind, of arm i want, arms are too fat right now, let's see it looks better even with just, one layer so this will look good for our, thumbnail, i don't think i'm going to be able to, paint in the background today, considering we have like an hour left, and this is going to need 500 layers of, boringness, my god guys, give me like 100 more layers look at it, like this, this is four layers and that actually, finally started to go so, i say this color, color some more of her you know we'll, try and work on her face and stuff, i also have these sitting next to me, these are the gloss spray things these, are really fun i got the last two colors, that i needed, you making a rifle nice i got the last, two colors i needed i got another line, this one actually has a ball in it this, one didn't come with one, they're supposed to come with them so if, it bothers you that they don't have a, ball in them you can write to them and, have them ship you one, because i have i have like, how many do i have, one two three four five six seven eight, nine ten eleven twelve thirteen 14 15 16, 17 18 19. i have 19 of these things, and seven of them came without, balls in them they're just ball bearings, like, literally what they're called so that's, a good chunk of them that didn't come, with them, but see this bottle is almost empty so, what i'm gonna do is i'm gonna transfer, it to another bottle, i'll take that ball bearing and i'll put, it in here, keep your supplies right, but that's the thing like i used i used, an entire i bought one set of them and i, used like the whole set except for, like this much and then i just put it in, a dropper bottle so i can shake it on, there, do i want to use this or do i want to, use pablo's literally use pablo's, because i don't use them a lot people, like why don't you ever use your other, pencils, because i like polychromos okay guys, that's why, it stay, okay everything fell nobody nobody can, see it though so it's fine, nobody can see it so it's fine, let's move that over there so i don't, accidentally get this in the paint, because i'm a professional and i would, so do that, alright let's work on her face, the skin tones in the the pablo's are, weird, but like not bad we're just weird weird, back here no this is luminance do i even, have what no, i don't have a pablo's hex tire do i no, see she needs to come out with a pablo's, hex chart i like hex charts, these charts are boring and crappy and i, hate them but, charts are good to have i hate making, charts i know there are some people that, find it meditative and really like them, the problem is for me it's not, meditative because there's numbers, involved, and i have to get the numbers right and, when you're dyslexic like i am and you, get numbers backwards, yeah so i don't like i don't like doing, the charts but they're really helpful, especially if you're not as familiar, with your supplies as maybe you should, be because you, you know maybe you have a bunch of ones, maybe you just don't get to use them, very often because you have, a family, a stop it and b, maybe you just don't get a chance to use, it well the cool thing about animation, is the fact they've already done shadows, and shading and all that stuff and all, we got to do is follow it, i'm gonna, it's usually obvious stuff like, creating her nose and her eyes, yeah the reason i use my polychromos so, much is because i like them, i got the potlus because it adds more, it adds more color, but it adds more different colors so you, don't have to mix them, and they do mix really well, obviously she's got exaggerated features, because she's an animated character, her eyebrows are technically a grayish, or not a gray, brownish blonde but we don't have a, choice there, we don't get a choice, thankfully she doesn't have any makeup, which is good because i don't understand, makeup like i don't get it, it's not a makeup person, probably figured out by the amount of, acne you guys get to see all the time, it's got laugh lines but the dark marks, on here, a little hard to do, all right i'm still going to add some of, my style because there's no point like, if i was going to color it perfectly, then why not just take a picture right, just have the picture, i'm going to add some of my own style, don't really have the i don't usually, use the, the pablo skin tones i'll say that, so i don't really have them down in my, head of which ones i like, i'm just kind of going with it we're, just winging it, as i do everything probably focus in huh, wish i didn't have to stand up to do, that, but i do, hear am i talking i don't know he's, talking to not talking to me, see how bad the paint job is, come to the conclusion it's hard to take, away screen time from your kids during a, pandemic but it's easy to change what, language the cartoons are in, mommy it's in japanese i don't want to, watch it, changes always have to have subtitles, and then they're reading, this is education time kids, i'm gonna read everything i mean i've, got captions you can just turn the sound, off and then, i have to have to read my predictive, text which i'm sure isn't great, because i don't mumble but i have a very, large noise gate, so i have to talk over it and sometimes, it doesn't pick up the quieter words, you know japanese on anime yeah, yeah see i don't i don't watch anime, i think it's because i don't like the, art style which i know is a jacked up, thing to say, but i think that's why, like i'm just not into the style that, things are drawn so it's just kind of, hard to, hard to appreciate the comic or the, movie itself, but i'm like that with video games too i, just like if i don't like looking at it, it doesn't even matter if it's in my, genre i just i can't stand looking at it, depends on the genre though yeah i mean, that that's true, let's see even with just this little, amount of color that we added just as, little, you can totally see her face changed, and i i just i really like that part, i like that part of coloring but it, doesn't stress me out if we can't get, there like it's just, it's the fun part for me, but that's why like i like the, the journey of puzzling things out and, that's why doodle pictures work really, well for me because i like the, the mystery of finding, sanity in all the chaos also i really, need new glasses i can't see anything, i have deformed kind and then the, realistic ones ah, yeah i mean yeah that's true, how dare you know another language neff, how dare you be from another country, give her a bottom lip there's some, contour on her arm, you can see her arm here, and i mean this is the part that takes, the longest is the details but that's, why i like the details i find them i, find it a lot more soothing than the, broad strokes of everything but i don't, know which one, which you guys like better if we start, from a blank page and then do, some stuff or if you start from, if i if i start from where i've already, added some stuff, and then go into more like it's it's, hard i mean that's what i did with the, exploratorium page i did the you like, both ways that's kind of what i thought, it's like it was, it was very split between you know those, of you that don't care either way, and are just here to just watch the, stream and then those of you that wanted, to see more details and those that just, wanted to see more, of the you know sort of color wash that, we usually get to because it takes like, a long time, you like seeing the whole process we, like seeing details yeah, and so that's why that's why like i try, and mix it up sometimes especially on, the more, the more complicated doodle pictures, that it's just like you know, the details are always going to take, longer so you're going to get less, actually done um, but more might happen like how i combine, colors thank you, and yeah see i learned i learned, coloring, almost exclusively by myself i did learn, i did go to a copic class, a couple of them a lot of it was mostly, just about you know being in a room with, a bunch of people talking about, something that you like, because i have like i said i have a hard, time learning in a class setting it's, just not, the way my brain really works and it has, nothing to do with oh maybe you just, didn't have the right teacher, uh there are definitely bad teachers out, there but i don't think that was the, issue it's just i have, have expectations and stuff yeah and see, like you can learn from me and i'm just, really to me it's just i'm spouting, nonsense and stuff that i may or may not, know, i have a hard time learning from other, people and i learn more by doing which, is why, i'm by and large self-taught doing all, so um, i learned i learned copics mostly myself, so the stuff that i do is just because i, happen to like how it works, or how it looks and if you happen to, like that too then you can do what i do, but, you know my way is definitely not the, only way and if you don't like the way, that i do stuff don't do it that way, because um, you know imitation is how you learn so, there is a certain amount of like you, can do stuff the way that i do it and if, you like it then keep going, and then that's how you develop style, that's why, in you know actual art schools and stuff, they teach you how to imitate the, masters, and it's not because they want you to, become a carbon copy it's because, imitation observation is your favorite, way of learning yeah and see what i'll, do is i'll look at a finished product, and take it apart because i can usually, see the stages that they get there and, the only time i really learn is if the, technique is not as obvious as i think, it is, or if there's a faster way to get to, wherever they got because there's some, times where it's like well the technique, that i figured out to get that look, could have been the long way just, because that's all that i figured out, but there's an easier way to do it, then i can learn from someone but i have, a very hard time just like, learning in an actual step-by-step or an, actual class setting because my brain, just doesn't work that way, and i have an even harder time having, things explained to me, because it's like they're talking, another language thank you for your, alert clay, so like i will usually just, try and mimic and then at some point i, stop mimicking and just doing what i do, what i want, and that's when you have your own style, you know because like i am looking at, the picture but i also have no need to, make it look exactly like the picture, and i'm also aware this isn't showing, exactly correct on the camera, focus here it's a little bit better on, the detail wise, it's just like it looks blurry to me i, know that this monitor isn't as, perfectly calibrated as it, as it could be but, um, like the picture the picture is free to, get i'm not trying to make it exactly, like the picture, i want to make it a picture of astrid in, my own style because that's what's fun, for me, and i think that's where i got messed up, in the beginning of coloring and maybe, that's where other people are having, their stopping block of, being so stressed out is because you see, people share their work all the time i, share my work too, and i share my work mostly just to be, like hey look what i made and it's cool, isn't it, um it took me a long time and i'm happy, about it, people see a picture that they want or, picture that they like, and they want to make the same thing so, they get the same book and they try and, imitate it, and maybe it doesn't turn out looking, exactly the same as that person's well, but you don't, need to be that person you don't need to, have it look exactly like that person's, you can like that, just you know save the picture save the, picture look at their version and then, make your own, thank you, because i mean that picture was freely, freely shared you don't have to, spend a whole bunch of money to get it, or anything it's not like, not like an art print where you really, should be the artist or whatever like, you just you know, in it and look at it, but if you get the book yourself you can, make your own version, you know somebody's already done that, color scheme so what if you do a, different one try that out, and then it'll be in your style, like there's some people that have, colored some of the witcher pictures and, they look really amazing, but i'm not going to try and copy that, even though i think it looks amazing, because i want to do my own version, like the last one that i painted with, the her picture, the last picture that i did with um, with geralt and and gotero dim, you know master mirror somebody has, somebody did that really well and i saw, i saw their version of it i thought it, was really pretty the the amount of the, glow that they did and everything, but i didn't want to do that right you, know they had already done it for one, and i didn't i didn't want to do that, i wanted to do it more the way that i, saw it, and of course that takes off all the, pressure because i'm not trying to look, like anybody else's and i'm not trying, to go against my style, and against my own natural instincts, to look like somebody else's, i'm just doing what i already know how, to do, yeah of course if you're still learning, and you don't have your own style yet, then imitation makes sense, but allow yourself that part where you, stop imitating, allow yourself to just look down and and, do what you want to do, because that's when you finally do, develop a style, i swear i cannot see, it's so blurry i need new glasses you, guys, that's the problem if mike gets new, glasses i don't want to get new glasses, too because that'll be really expensive, i'd rather spend money on fun things, with vr thingies, but he looks like he's having fun with, his vr thing, this is very physical, we had to move the couch out of the way, and, we're gonna get the treadmill i think it, comes i think it comes on monday, unfortunately it doesn't come today i, think it got delayed a little bit, coming fedex so you know sometimes fedex, is like it'll get there when we decide, it gets there, right, but we'll have to find a place to put, the treadmill to, i'm hoping that like do you guys get, that lull in the afternoon where you're, just kind of like you don't want to, focus on anything, but you don't necessarily want to go, take a nap even though you're positive, you could go take a nap because you're, tired, um but, you can't really focus on anything, you're just kind of like, i'm like that for a couple hours and, first part of me has been eating during, that so that's bad, because i'm one of those people that can, always eat you know i'm part italian, i've had i've got the ability to always, eat, and so i'm hoping that i could focus on, um doing the treadmill during that time, i'm sure it'll tire me out and maybe i, will end up napping but, i'm actually gonna race, i'm hoping that i can do the treadmill, during that time and maybe, make it more productive, and it has one of those bench thingies, so i could probably like watch youtube, videos or something, general chat and discord is not there, anymore what, did you accidentally click the little, drop down thing, because i'm pretty sure i have it set to, i have the permissions correct, permission support staff few messages, send messages, message history, like it's correct, now you have the support staff tag, i don't know you found it okay, because there's a little little window, you can do um, you can accidentally tap down close, yeah i was messing with the permissions, yesterday because i had them all janked, up and we, fixed it finally but, accidentally had everybody set as a, admin status, which is why even though i had, permissions set correctly everybody, could just bypass them because they were, all admins, it's fine because you're all well, behaved and not jerks but if we had a, jerk, and close it and reopen it there you go, if we had had a jerk come in, they could have messed up the server, which would have been bad, so there now you can see the contours on, her face i didn't want to do too much, because that's not the point but there, focus there we go, okay you're welcome, i just want to make sure like that you, had the correct tags and everything, this one, got some definition in her hair, he has like super blonde hair but i'm, gonna add some, darkness to it, because again i'm not trying to make it, exactly like the picture we already have, the picture right i have it saved on my, computer and you couldn't see any of, that, because i'm a professional streamer and, i don't color on the camera okay, why would i ever color where you could, get you guys could see it i would think, it is, i will say the thing with the pablo, since they are wax based, they lose their point a lot faster than, polychromos one of the reasons i usually, prefer the polychromos, is i can get that super fine point, especially when i'm used to copics who, never lose their point right, but that's why i prefer harder pencils, in general because i like the, fine tips that i can get and i don't, have to worry about, carpeting them a ton you know one, session in their, pencils done, because i use my supplies a bunch, and i want them to last, that human wolf again, you weren't here or near last stream i, was streaming red dead redemption and, they're in an area where there were, wolves but i kept hearing wolves, in real life it's just i think it's a, person like yelling or something, dishes dishes are boring pablo's are not, watercolor, no they are they're just wax based, pencils coriander ash only makes wax, based stuff, they're just uh they're just wax based, pencils instead of, the oil base that faber castell are, and they have slightly different colors, so and they mix really well, together like with the the pablo's they, mix really well the, the watercolor ones that i have are the, albrecht juror, by faber castell yes, you have them yeah they're they're, really like 180 something like that i, think that's what i got them for but, that's what i got my luminance for too, um and then the other watercolor i have, are inktense, technically ink not water but you know, what i mean like i have anything else, 280 right now good god, huh i wonder if their factory shut down, or something because yeah the luminance, that i got, i got the 72 lumens set it was 180 bucks, my birthday that was one of my birthday, presents i forget i think it was my 35th, birthday i think something like that, because 35 was a big deal, i was just like you know what i'm gonna, buy the most expensive pencils on the, market, i didn't but i still bought them with a, coupon at a discount, because yes i can't afford to get fancy, things but, i'm not gonna not save money right, then you could buy more fancy things, yeah i think these these might have been, 200 when i got them, again for another birthday or i think i, got these for christmas, i want to say it was 20 13., yeah i got the i got the the polychromos, in 2012 for my birthday, and then you're not looking forward to, your birthday why, we look forward to your birthday your, family can't come, you just saw your family though didn't, you the sort of birthday thing, the only thing you're happy about i'm, sorry, got a whole year older though it's, amazing, i'm always excited to get older but then, i mean i i guess i know i have a unique, position on that one, i'm always excited to be able to get, older, alright so i want to use hazel and then, ochre, 76 illuminance or 240 good god, problems are 220 i mean maybe maybe, their thing maybe their thing shut down, yeah you're getting a lot of artificial, inflated prices out there i did notice, that the um, prismas because it's always trying to, get amazon's always trying to get me to, buy prismas right, prismas did drop down a lot again, they're about like 80 something, so they're super cheap again, all things considered obviously you're, getting 150 pencils for, for eighty dollars that's, birthdays in a month it's basically just, another day now see you, you gotta celebrate man being able to, being able to make it another year is, amazing, you know not everybody gets that, privilege, i mean maybe that's just me being like, hey respect the fact that you know not, everybody gets there, some of us bought tooth and nail to get, here, but i don't know i'm always happy about, it, i'm in fairness i'm always happy for, another freaking day so, yeah i mean considering i don't i don't, want to call anybody out but considering, the day that it is like you know, some people didn't make it, some people really tried to make it so, you know trying to try and be, like i don't want to be like try and be, grateful y'all like yeah, midlife crisis not everybody even gets, there but you know, kinda kinda that's kinda how i to be, not everybody gets to do that it's an, amazing thing to be able to say hey, there's one more year, one more day i made it, and you know i have you know mike's, mike's lost somebody that just did not, make it very long and that's that's, really shitty that he's so much older, than uh, you should just be grateful but again, that's not that's not saying that you, can't have your own feelings and you, can't be upset about stuff, and like oh you can't be hey you know, i'm a midlife now and this, like you you your feelings are valid i'm, just saying, the flip side of it is there's a reason, to be grateful and there's a reason to, be, celebratory because not everybody, has that privilege, that's kind of the message that's kind, of the message if you need a reason not, to be upset there's a thing to keep in, your brain to be mindful of, that, it's not quite you know one person's one, person's trash is another's treasure but, it is, it yeah like and i'm not trying to, invalidate that either it's just you, know, it's kind of like you know one person's, ah man i have to deal with this, is another person's goal you know, that's all i'm saying because i never, want to validate anybody's feelings like, i get it you know you get, you get to the point where you're 40 and, it's like oh [ __ ] i'm 40. like that's a, that's a, kind of a stressful thing but you know, you can flip it and make yourself, feel better because you know you were, actually able to get to 40, right that's an accomplishment too, yeah yeah, yeah everybody's going through that and, it doesn't it doesn't invalidate you, being upset about it, but you know it is kind of a way to make, yourself feel better like you're not the, only one this is happening to it is, really sad, for everybody is is being separate and, it you know, it's not i think, i think maybe you know i'm not saying, maybe it's just me but for me, knowing that i'm not the only one that, has to deal with something or i'm not, the only one, it kind of makes it better kind of makes, it feel better like you know, the world isn't just picking on me this, is happening to everybody, kind of improves the situation for me, like yeah it's crappy but you're not the, only one that has to go through it it, isn't the, universe just being hey screw you in, particular because i think there's, enough of that, out there where the universe just wants, to screw you over for literally no, reason, that yeah it's it's crappy you don't get, to see the people you want to see, on your birthday or or celebrate, whatever, like um holidays and stuff together but, it's happening to everybody and so it's, kind of people not only understand, but they're also in the same boat, and it's the same thing i don't want to, invalidate anybody's feelings about, their own birthday or why they're upset, about it i'm just saying if you want to, make yourself feel better, kind of be mindful of yeah like you've, at least managed this milestone that, some, you know some people don't get the, privilege of even reaching, so like that makes me feel better when, i'm, even when i'm feeling bad about cf and, stuff it's like well okay, there are some really shitty things with, cf and there's some bad stuff which i, captive but i also keep in my head like, hey, you know there's some people that don't, even get to take the tricafta, you know there's some people that don't, even get this break that i'm able to, have, because of the tricapta you had to see, almost everyone you wanted to see, and discorded everybody that you didn't, yeah i mean, there are ways to try and to try and, connect with them, you personally don't like celebrating, your birthday but won't follow others, for doing so yeah, i mean like you know everybody has, everybody has a right to their own, feelings about it i'm just saying like, if you're, if you're feeling bad about it you know, that's something to keep in mind, to kind of and you know it's not it's, not feeling better through guilt or, anything it's just, feel better about yourself because you, made it here right you made it you're, still here, and especially if you have you know, mental challenges like i do like you, know sometimes making it through the day, is a big deal, birthday on december 26 sucks yeah it's, like look we did presents yesterday, my mom's uh my mom's december 23rd so, she was always in the same boat as a kid, like look we did presents all right stop, it, your hair floating around yeah and i, mean again making it through the day is, sometimes, all you've accomplished that's still a, lot, it's still definitely a lot and i know, pretty much every therapist will, will tell you the same thing like you, know that's that's the thing, even if that's all you did today that's, still something to, to remark upon so you know you don't, have to celebrate your birthday, you don't have to be happy about it, but on the flip side like it's, something to acknowledge you made it you, made it here, i think that's as yellow as her hair is, supposed to be, it's pretty like i'm not going quite for, it, a little more orange but, because the one i picked at first was a, little a little too orangey, but i'm gonna go for a very warm sunset, so i think that her hair would be taking, on some of that anyway, well i'm at thank you for gifting a sub, to smooshy smooshy welcome, here's your pack of crayons and your, little snack pack, um i think i use a lot of brown to do, red, welcome back for three months i'm, assuming oh four months, welcome back for four months, now you got your cute little copics by, your name too, i use a lot of brown when i do red, i'm gonna pull out the brown, in the shadows, and then do more of a red and blend it, in there, you're gonna learn because it's time for, lunch nice yeah i'm gonna the the lurk, thing is gonna be like you know they've, taken, so and so has taken their their uh their, crayons and their snack pack and gone to, the break room, enjoy your serious based emotes, i do have to draw the other two i have, to do the the tier two and the tier, three, there is no other tier three so there's, uh, two tier twos, i'm the tier three so i can do whatever, i want, it's too red, like i tell you how important the uh, color chart thing is and i just don't, use it i just experiment, because i'm a professional, and i could look at the actual picture, and get the shadows and stuff from there, but like, the shadows according to this it's like, it's a super dark red, here's please stop making that noise, he's lately been doing this like, a lot drives me nuts, and i don't know if it's because his, teeth hurt or what because they, the only thing that they said was like, he needs his teeth brushed, which he doesn't go in for his teeth, cleaning until october so, i don't know but every time he's gone in, they've had to take one, his little dogs have teeth issues a lot, but he doesn't like brushing, just probably have to just force it on, him, he likes the he likes the toothpaste but, mostly he'll just lick it, it tastes like peanut butter like, curious, you're just sitting there, probably need a darker darker red than, this that has, i feel like i need capet mortem but i, don't know that it's, it might work, carmine, i know, i probably should have chosen a darker, red for this uh, this shirt considering how shadowed it, is, but honestly since it kind of shadowed, onto the back i don't think that would, have been a good idea, because it probably would have gone, through a lot more i only did one layer, and it was still like haha you can see, me, but i need sort of a cap at morton maybe, we'll get the polychromos in here, i will say the paper feels weird paper, in this book, no you can't see i know you can't see me, i'll be here in a second, ow one, this one, they look the same but they're not, and sometimes pencils will work better, on different papers, so if you're not getting the results you, want don't, hesitate about mixing them or, doing a different one, i'm never one to just use one material, on a coloring page in general but, you know if you are you don't have to, stick to that if it's not working for, you, it looks like crap why is it doing it, fine, not doing it here well that's weird, better, i want to give her some contours, this one could have to do with the grain, of the paper, i know that i used polychromos on this, paper before because i wrote down the, polychromos colors, i'm gonna follow the contour of her body, she's super thin, i'm just gonna give her that nice, cylindrical look, she's going to be shadowed in here, because of where the, little hood is that's an actual hood, like she does pull it over her head at, some point, i forget if it's in the movie or in the, show but she does, they go somewhere cold, not that cold on burke so i shouldn't, have to worry about it too much but, again when i do a base layer i always do, the lightest colors so, usually when you see the finished, product it looks more vibrant and, everything because that's when i add the, darker colors, is usually with a lot of the pencil work, and the detail work just because, it gives me a chance to have more, control, i prefer working with pencils when i've, already got some of the layers done so i, don't have to do as much pencil work, the problem is this red is like the, exact color, that i used, not working, this color, maybe i should just use polychromos, there we go nice and dark, i don't know if the camera picks up all, the charac the color variation i know, when i take pictures it doesn't, which is kind of frustrating because, like you want to show your work and most, of your friends can't actually look at, things in real life, so look at all the detail i put into, this that the camera does not pick up at, all, oh wow, it happens i know it's there, i know that there's a subtle shade, variation that it took forever for me to, get, i promise, camera on the other hand is like hey, whatever, oh you spent hours on that that's great, for you i'm not gonna show any of it, the helpful thing is the uh the pablos, are hexagonal, and the polychromos are, cylindrical so you can really tell, which one's which in your hand, i'll look up in a second, you have to go be a responsible adult, i'm sorry, thank you for being here matt i, appreciate you have a great rest of your, day and i'll, see you tomorrow maybe um prizes in the, machines, not quite that but it feels like it, sometimes, it seems this paper just prefers the, polychromos anyway, it's just how it goes sometimes and and, like if you color over it with the, with marker sometimes you beat up the, paper enough that it, appreciates a one type of, supply versus another, i'm only gonna use the barest amount in, the center there, because this the shirt isn't shiny it's, it's fabric, so i don't want too much of an obvious, brighter red on it, i'm more worried about building the, shadows properly, i shade a lot with black which you're, not really supposed to do but, i'm self-taught, not like i had an art teacher yelling at, me you're not supposed to do that yeah, i'm self-taught and do whatever i want, i do try to shade with the proper things, like you know purple, and blue and brown and whatnot but, i'll still bring in black when i wanna, why does this have a line in it, i press too hard you shouldn't press too, hard kids, don't press too hard to wreck it, not that fast but, i make all the lines go the correct way, there's pencils everywhere, i don't think it likes the pablo's very, much so i'm gonna put those away, but that's why i have different supplies, because they do different things right, they do different things they work on, different papers and that kind of crap, he's a good cd, do you know i make art oh wait i'm doing, it right now look at that, look at that we're doing it right now, all right so what i want, is, yes trying to stay in the camera which, is hard, not to lean over, so we're going to accentuate some more, of this fur here, start to give it texture we already gave, it texture, with the marker so i'm gonna follow, along those lines, as we deepen the shadows in the color, and i guess i'll work on painting clouds, by myself, so when you see it there's clouds in it, you'll know why that's what i'm going to, try and do, it's a scene from race to the edge, i'm taking the color story from, because they do make their way back to, burke and like i said this is her, second or you know second movie outfit, but, i think she changes before they get, heard after they get, to work but whatever still astrid, we're just following the line of the fur, and it's very it's very stable for, like i said it's probably rabbit fur, but also in my limited capacity of not, being a digital artist, i'm going to want to make it a little, bit more defined away from her hair, i am intending to do a rather warm, background so, i'm going to have a little bit more, orange in it, a little bit of a deeper color, because that's also my style i just tend, to over saturate things, i just like the look of it i don't know, maybe maybe it's because i work with, copics so much and there's such a, vibrant, medium, i don't know, will tell you that my hands hurt like, crazy but it's okay because we're almost, done, i don't usually work for four hours, straight when i color by myself, i had that happen the other day i was, working on the mythographic picture, i got into the whole hyper focus i can, finish this today so i'm gonna finish it, right now, forgot to eat you know normal things, that you do when you're an idiot, i had a youtube autoplay on i don't, usually have it on but i had it on, so i didn't even have to pick what i was, going to watch so it just kept talking, to me and showing me videos and i just, i straight up hyper focused until i was, shaking so bad everything was blurry i'm, like huh, sugar shock is fun you guys, and by that i mean it's not, just making sure but you see how much, longer i'm getting that, holding the point of the pencil because, the polychromos are hard pencils so you, can, really maintain that that point, for a very long time and get the thin, lines that you're looking for, which i appreciate because like i said, since i usually use markers with a brush, tip, that's what i'm used to so it's already, in my coloring style if it's not in your, coloring style, you get the really fine, fine lines and stuff then it not as, important, see i need all that lovely texture look, at that, add in, we had a darker color because it is, natural first so it's going to have a, variation, just like her hair does, follow the contours, and even when it's not on the animal, anymore it's still going to have a, natural, fur direction, she wears natural fur of course because, she probably, hunted the animal in the first place, i think i probably made her armor but, wouldn't be surprised if she, provided the fur herself, um thing, orange maybe, yes i don't like the oranges i needed a, stable coat, in the series is a few times but i don't, really remember, i have in my brain like i think he, gifted her this, hood the fur hood but i can't remember, really remember correctly, i think i've only seen canon stuff so it, might be, might be what i'm remembering yeah we're, just adding color variation because of, course natural fur is going to have that, variation in color and texture, adding in the part ochre, you get that sort of orangey stable, color, looks a lot like stable pomeranian fur, actually, i'm sure she didn't skin a pomeranian, though pomeranians are german, probably just a rabbit, there we go see how much texture that, size has, that side has than that one very fun, but i think that's gonna do me for today, it's been four hours and painting takes, four friggin ever so obviously we're not, gonna do that the whole time but we did, base in all the colors, and uh got her hair done even add some, more brown to her hair if you want, and keep in the shadows if that's what, you're into you know whatever you want, like, just because it is a it is a person from, a tv show or a movie or whatever doesn't, mean you have to make them exactly the, same, i'm a little pedantic on colors but, that's just me your rifle's finished, um that's just me you don't have to be, like that you don't have to follow the, whole thing, i'm probably going to judge you if you, don't but i won't say it to your face so, don't worry about it, i hope you guys had fun and uh enjoyed, the coloring i think it came out pretty, cool, obviously i'm not done yet because this, is just the base coat but it's basically, when you see it it's just gonna look, darker it'll have clouds in the, background instead of all this stuff, but that's usually what i do so if, you're wondering look what do you do, with the background like this, i paint it out because i don't want to, color that i have no interest in, coloring it, or i'm going to do like this i might, keep this the same because i thought it, was interesting and also this kind of, background, is present in the movie um, i i did go back and see screenshots and, everything but i think what i'm going to, do is i'm going to use marker to do it, because pencil was taking forever and it, wasn't fun for me and, again it's about the journey not the, destination so if you're not having fun, doing it you're sitting there hating the, entire picture because you can't get it, to look, the way you want it to look and it's, driving you nuts all the layers you have, to do and you just, stop it okay do something different, because there's no reason to, there's no reason the whole point is to, to be relaxing and turning off your, brain not driving yourself insane, so yeah if you're not liking the way, you're doing it even if, you have to match the colors or whatever, just don't no, that's usually why i have so many like, works in progress because i just wasn't, having fun anymore and i didn't want to, deal with however i was doing it or it, didn't come out that way, or i just put it aside i, i started that years ago and i'm just, like i'm having fun doing it, and i didn't have these markers then so, i couldn't just say oh well i'll use a, different medium, i didn't have another medium to use so, now i do and i could probably go back, and finish it and that's why, like if you have works in progress you, don't have to force yourself to do them, like if you're not having fun just, put it away most of us have enough books, that you can close the book and put it, somewhere else and work on a different, book, if you don't well you probably need more, coloring books and i can support that, i have a lot of coloring books and, there's a channel on my discord that, proves how many i have so there you go, um but yeah thank you all for being here, i'm gonna try and stream tomorrow or, sunday and we're gonna do some more red, dead because um we're getting to the end, of it and i, don't know how much longer it's gonna, take so, yeah i wanna do more and then yeah, monday as well, you can see the schedule again on, discord if you're not part of our, discord you should be, the links are in the panels and uh in, the description if you're watching this, on youtube please give us a thumbs up if, you liked it a thumbs down if you didn't, and i will see you on the next one, thank you so much for being

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Just finished another page of the coloring book. Page 6… I believe 0

page coloring for ch 171. 1

Konomi coloring by @Shazayumart (chapter 93 cover page) 2

[Other] who is this villain on my son’s coloring page? It’s driving me nuts! 3

[No Spoilers] Digitally colored the cover page (not the actual cover of the book itself) of the Life Is Strange coloring book 4

First page of the coloring book done! Any thoughts? 5

Randomly coloring one page of my coloring book 6

{Artwork} Finally finished working on the coloring of this mask-less Spider-Gwen. It's about 98% pencils, with 2% of it in gel pen. It's a page from Marvel's WOMEN OF POWER coloring book, w/original art by Emanuela Lupacchino from Spider-Gwen Vol 2 #6 (Cover B Variant). 7

My coloring of the cover page for Ch. 159 8

This took SO many hours and it isn't even technically the first page... Maybe I should have picked something easier for my first time trying adult coloring, but I've always been ambitious. 9

Colored a page in my Horror Coloring Book (with colored pencils)! Available on Amazon + 5 Free Downloadable Coloring Pages 💀 See links in comments, thank you! 10

I TRIED to colour this Melanie Martinez coloring book page.I'll do more of these. 11

I colored an Empires-themed page from the latest Hermits and Friends Coloring Book 12

coloring page! 13

HEAT 2 - coloring page 14

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